18 and Feeling Lucky (One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter 15

*Ellen's P.O.V*

I woke up screaming again; fourth time in a row, on one night. I'm not sleeping anymore. Nightmares come after me like dogs chase a bone. I'm crying and shaking uncontrollably.

The door creaks open and in comes Finn, holing a cup of water and two tablets of Aspirin. "Here you go,Elly. It'll make you feel better," he said handing me the medecine. I quickly gulped them and curled up into a fragile ball. "Sing me something, Finn. Please," I begged crying and hiccuping madly. He sighed and looked at me sadly before starting the song.

"No I'm never gonna leave you darling

No I'm never gonna go regardless

Everything inside of me, is living in your heartbeat

Even when all the lights are fading

Even then, if your hope was shaking

I'm here holding on

I will always be yours for ever and and more

Through the push and the pull

I still drown in your love

And drink till I'm drunk

And all that I've done, is it ever enough

I'm hanging on a line here baby

I need more than ifs and maybes

We'll come down from the highest heights

Still searching for the reason why

And now I know what it's like,

Reaching from the other side

After all that I've done

I will always be yours for ever and and more

Through the push and the pull

I still drown in your love

And drink till I'm drunk

And all that I've done, is it ever enough.."

And by the time he reached the second chorus, I had already started drifting off to sleep. I felt him getting up but I held onto his wrist with my eyes closed and pleaded him to stay with me for the night. "Sing me some more, Finn. I love your voice. Reminds me of Niall," I added half asleep. I heard him sigh before slipping under the thin sheets with me. I mentally thanked him as he started off with another song.

I woke up to the sound of shattering of glass. My eyes burned because of the sudden light but I couldn't care less. My room's door was open. This is my only chance of getting out of here. I quickly got out of bed and out of the door slowly; just to make sure the coast was clear. I look around and see no one but I still hear shouts coming from the kitchen.

I silenced my rapid heart beat as much as I could to get a glimpse of what is being said. "SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU BEEN HELPING HER YOU PRICK? HOW DARE YOU DISOBEY MY ORDERS?" Jack screamed at the top of his lungs. Oh my god! This is not good. He must have seen Finn in my room last night. This is all my fault. "JACK! I'M YOUR BROTHER FOR GOD'S SAKE! YOU CAN'T HURT ME!" Finn screamed back with so much emotion and pain, his voice cracking. "FINN THAT BITCH DESERVES TO DIE! WHY HELP HER WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE THAT MADE ME DRINK EVERY NIGHT? WHY? ANSWER ME!" Jack pressed, referring to me.

Tears flowed down my cheeks as I heard his humiliating words. I made him drink? I was the one that got all the bruises and scratches, yet he says I'm the bitch who deserves death. My feet couldn't handle my shaky body anymore as I collapsed on the floor in front of my room. I could run, as fast as I could and get out of here but, his words hurt like a tonn of bricks that pull me down.

A loud sob escaped my lips which grabbed the attention of the two boys in the kitchen, as they stopped screaming and came running into the hallway. I looked up at my prisoner, Jack and I saw so much anger. I almsot could see sparks coming out of his eyes as he stared at me with disgust.

Finn quickly ran to my side and tried helping me up but in vain. My whole body was aching with every sob that escaped my mouth. "Maybe if I die, it wouldn't be so bad. I might feel happier. I'm sure I will feel free again. I-" I started whispering to myself but my body hurt so bad I collapsed into Finn's arms and I hoped internally I would never wake up again. I hoped this would be the end.

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