Faking it

part 7.

“You mother fuck-“I was cut off by a pair of lips crashing onto mine. Wait a minute… I know these lips. I kissed back with more force, while he teases with his tongue along my bottom lip. I moan into the kiss. Pulling away I hear a little Irish man chuckle. I open my eyes slowly to see this gorgeous blonde haired, blue eyed boy sitting next to me. “Surprise” he chuckles. I let out a small giggle “fuck you! I thought you were Harry, about to yell at me again” I say playfully hitting his arm. His face went from happy and childish to serious and concerned in 0.2 seconds flat. “Why would Harry yell at you?” should I tell him the truth, or lie again? “Well, I broke up with Case, and I guess he got angry.”  Close enough to the truth I guess. I’m not going to tell Niall, he was mad ‘because he caught me playing them both. I don’t know Niall well enough to be able to tell how well he will take it. “That’s odd” he says still confused. If only he knew. “Well, I’m off for a drive; I’ll see you later yeah?” I say opening the car door, but he grabbed my hand and looked at me with those big blue puppy dog eyes “can I come?” he says pouting his bottom lip. How could I refuse, I mean honestly he’s so adorable!

“Wait a minute, did you say you were single?!” Niall exclaims as I pull out of the school parking lot. I giggle and turn up the radio, giving him a cocky grin.  “Oh bud you are coming to my place tonight then” Niall says groping the inside of my thigh. I’m not gonna lie I love his touch. Niall is a really good fuck buddy, nothing more, nothing less; I just left my relationship so I can be single and have fun, I do not want a new relationship, especially with a guy who’s in a world famous boy band. I mean I couldn’t handle having him be around the world and doing god knows what with other girls, I’d flip shit.

“I’m hungry; are you hungry?” I ask driving into town, avoiding the subject for now. Niall removes his hand and his face lights up like a Christmas tree. “You have no fucking idea!” he makes it seem as if he hasn’t eaten in forever. I laugh and pull into Nandos parking lot. “You have got to be shitting me!?” Niall exclaims as I put the car in park. “What?” I ask pulling the keys out of the ignition. “This is my favorite food of all time!” he jumps out of the car, practically sprinting to the door.  Oh god, it’s like a kid in a toy store. I laugh and walk into the restaurant. We ate our food and went back to the school for tonight’s party…yes we are having another party; don’t be so surprised.

Once we got into the school parking lot, Harry and Zayn were standing by the SUV’s talking and Zayn was having a smoke. I was surprised Case wasn’t with them.

“Hey guys!” Niall says getting out of my car and started walking over to them. They both gave him a head nod as a greeting. I looked over at Harry and he was giving me death glares. What a little fucker, it’s not like I fucked him over so I don’t understand why he doesn’t like me.

The three of them were talking to each other and it looks like Niall was getting grilled for being out with me all afternoon. Why do they even care? We went out for a drive and something to eat, it’s not like we were fucking or anything…that’s tonight.

I walked past them and it went quite. Fuck this I’m not gonna let them talk shit about me. “Oh please don’t stop bad mouthing me once I’m in ear shot, I much rather you say it to my face” I spit to them, Niall was looking at the ground, apparently it’s more interesting; Harry was staring right at me, probably thinking of something smart to say; Zayn was more interested in his cigarette and had his back turned to me.  “You are all pathetic” I snap and storm off to my dorm room.

I scream as I slam my room door behind me. I’m so pissed off. Who do they think they are, walking in here and judging me like that; I mean fuck them! They don’t even know me! They have no right!

As I’m pacing back and forth talking to myself, shooting profanities every once in a while; there was a knock on my door. I let out a loud exhale of breath and swing the door open. “What?!” I yell as I’m opening it. I don’t even care who it is, I’m so mad! I could punch through a wall right now. “I see you’re still mad…” a boy with a thick accent says. “Harry, leave! I am not in the mood for your shit, you’ve already pissed me off twice today, and I am seriously considering punching you” I say through my teeth as a try to close the door on his face. He sticks his foot in the door stopping me from closing it. “No Macy, you have to listen to Me.” he says pushing past me into the room. URG! I hate this kid! “Why? So you can call me a slut again?!” my hands are shaking I can’t even control my anger right now. He needs to leave. “No, just sit down” he says calmly gesturing to the bed. I didn’t sit, I stood my ground. “Either speak now, or get the fuck you” I raised my voice at the end. He huffed a big breath and stared. “Fine. I don’t know if you know this, but Case has left school and isn’t coming back, and he wanted me to tell you that he’s sorry and he won’t be back in your life anymore.” -I slowly sat on the bed as Harry was telling me the news. I had no idea Case would leave school, I didn’t even think he would be so crushed. “and he wanted me to tell you this” Harry says pulling out his phone and started reading a text message Case had sent Harry. “Macy, I know we had our ups and downs, but these past two years have been amazing, I truly did love you. I know I never showed it, I also know you never loved me back, and that is okay, I just wanted you to know that I love you, and I hope we can get over this and at least be friends. Please call me when you need someone to talk to. Forever yours, Case.”

I am at a loss of words. That is the most emotional thing Case has ever said to me. I could feel the tears filling my eyes. I quickly take in a deep breath trying to suck them back. I cannot cry. No Macy, you broke up with him, and he even said himself he is okay with it. Move on. Everything is going to be fine. 

“Thanks” is all I said to Harry. I got up and walk to the door to open it and gesture for him to leave. Without hesitation he left.

Why did he have to do that? I was perfectly happy in the state I was in, like legit Harry has wrecked everything!

I got out my phone and called Audrey.

“Hey, can you come over, and bring every junk food you have in your place; I need venting time!” I say and just hang up before she can even answer.

5minutes later Audrey burst through my door with bags of junk food and ice cream, and booze. She knows me so well.

I explained everything to her. The whole Harry is wrecking my plan, and Case sending the text and now how shitty I feel.

“Macy, honey, Harry is just looking out for his friends , I’m sure he doesn’t mean to upset you; and honestly you shouldn’t even worry about him, he’ll be gone Sunday night and you will never have to talk to him again, so go have fun with Niall tonight and have the best sex!” Audrey giggles at the last part. She is right though, I’m not going to let him fuck up my night.

I got up and had a shower and got Audrey to pick out a really hot outfit for tonight. She picked out a light pink dress with studs on the top half and was shorter in the front and longer in the back. She matched the dress with a pair of super cute cream colored heels with a light pink ruffled flower on the tops. I put my hair into loos curls and applied a bit of make-up.

The party was amazing! Everyone was drinking and playing games and having a good time. It was around 12:30 when Niall came up to me drunk off his ass “me, you fucking, tonight” he slurs gesturing to himself then me, and doing a small hip thrust with a bottle of beer in his hand.

Of course I don’t refuse. But I’m gonna play a little hard to get. “Yeah okay lover boy” I wink and strut off to take some shots with Louis and Reese. Niall followed like a puppy trying to hold my hand and kiss my neck, but as soon as he touched my hand or I felt his lips on my neck I pretended to find something exciting and leave him. I could tell he was getting frustrated, and to be honest I found it amusing; watching his cute little face go all red with frustration every time I ran off to ‘talk’ to someone else.

Half an hour later I gave in, and went over to Niall who was sitting on the couch with Harry, Zayn and Louis; I sat on Niall’s lap and started softly kissing hi collar bone. I could hear Harry make a disgusted noise but I just ignored it. Fuck Harry, I’m not gonna let him wreck my night. Niall cupped my ass with his hands and gave it a light squeeze, I knew he wanted to leave, I took his hand in mine and we left to go to my dorm room. 

As always we wasted no time, skipping the foreplay and just did it.

The sex with Niall is amazing don’t get me wrong and he is a really cool guy, but this is the most meaningless sex I have ever had in my life.  Niall Horan is my fuck buddy; that is all. Am I the same to him? I couldn’t answer that question for you because I don’t know nor do I plan on knowing. After this weekend I will probably never see him again. So might as well live while I’m young and have fun right?