Textmate

Chapter 5

Ilang buwan ang lumipas at hindi parin kami nagkikibuan. My friend told me na ang tanga ko daw for blowing up what we have. She convinced me to text him and apologize, that made me go nuts!

"Gago ka ba!? eh ilang buwan na ang nakalipas ah. tapos ngayon pa ako hihingi ng tawad?"

"Better late than never"

"Huwag na."

"Edi e text mo nalang ulit siya, kung mag reply siya ok kung hindi di hindi"

"Anong sasabihin ko? tapos anong e rereply ko kung nagreply siya?"

"Di mo pa nga tinetext reply agad. edi sabihin mo 'hi' ano pa bang dapat mong sabihin? unless gusto mong sabihing i miss u hahaha"

"Di ka talaga nakakatulong ever"

"E text mo na nga kasi!"

"Eto na"

And so I texted him, and to my surprise he replied, he replied kike nothing happened, like we just got too busy we forgot to text each other. For him it was like that but for me it was awkward. Wherever we left before I decided to fight with him was where we started again after a few weeks. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ulit ako pumayag sa ganong set up pero sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko, pampalipas oras lang siya.

The second time around was much better. He encouraged me to ask questions about him for me to know him better, for the first time he actually gave a good suggestion. I ask questions about him from time to time while he does the same, we tell each other what we did in school and stuff. We acted as if we are in a relationship, as if he was my boyfriend and I was his girlfriend.

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I'm sorry kung magulo yung timeline. Ayoko kasi mag lagay ng date. As much as possible gusto ko simple lang to kaya wala masyadong involved at one sided lang yung POV.
If someone is reading this I really hope that you like it :)