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"Loving you is hard, being here is harder/ You take the wheel"

~High By the Beach

Elayna's pov

Being here is extremely hard for me because I know that I'm going to end us at any moment.
Breaking up with him, somehow seems harder than anything I've ever had to endure up to this point.
But, I'm taking control of the situation by giving letting him take control.
Even though this is hard I am not going to try and make the situation better by telling him "it's not you it's me".  I'm not sugar coating anything.
It's because of him and I don't care what he does about our relationship at this point.
I'm leaving him anyway.

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