WHY I AM THE WAY I AM

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Hey.

So I'm actually not quite sixteen. My birthday is October 11 (which was one of the questions I got asked a lot:) I'm a survivor of a failed abortion. That's why I'm underweight and can't do a lot of physical stuff without hyperventilating. Fun, fun.

I got adopted when I was three. I have a little brother, named Ian, who has no idea I exist.

My stepdad was a dick. He used to beat me all the time and throw me down stairs and shit.

When I was nine, he trafficked me to get out of some debt he was in. IT SUCKED.

I'll leave that there.

I have a ten year protective order thingy now.

I ran away last fall, but the cops caught me and put me in JDC for thirty days.

My boyfriend, Corbin, shot himself in front of me because he was sick of life.

He's dead now.

I get bullied a lot at school, mostly by guys. like my book is basically my life *-*

I cut A LOT.

I have attempted suicide four times. Going for my fifth soon.

(DON'T EVEN ASK ME FOR THE DATE BECAUSE  WON'T TELL YOU.)

I love rock/electronic pop/ punk/ and alternative music.

Favorite bands are The Ready Set, Owl City, Slipknot, SHINee, and Mayday Parade.

Like there are tons more bans I love but that's a good start, I think.

Kieran ( I_love_emogirls ) is like my best friend.

I'm Bi. But dicks before chicks. If you're a girl and I talk to you a lot, you must be doing something right ;p

Yeah. That's pretty much all I have to say right now. More later.

OH. SHOUT OUT TO someone_different.

She's my world.

<3 Later, Thug Pugs.

~Indigo




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