Ohay, my butterflies.
We need to talk.
This chapter is going to be serious because I need to open up about some this I have to come clean on.
If you're going to judge, I understand. But exit out and don't come back.
I can't even handle my own judgment.
You all know of the date. What not when.
I haven't been taking my meds for almost a month now.
Its been rough.
I hoarded all the pills, and was going to take them all at once on the day.
My sixteenth birthday.
October 11.
My step mom found my suicide note last night in my room.
I wrote it the last time I tried to end it.
I didn't want to write another one.
I had nothing more to say.
Because she flipped out, I'm on suicide watch now.
I may move the date up because life has become exceedingly more unbearable.
She took my wristbands and made me go to school without them today.
Everyone in my classes saw my cuts.
I cried.
I'm sorry that I'm not strong.
I can't do it.
I'm sorry.
Really, I am.
Please forgive me.
Goodbye, my beautiful butterflies. <3
~Indgio
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