"Maybe I wanted you to break my heart. Maybe I wanted to see how you would do it or if you even would. But I don't care how you did it anymore, I care that you didn't even register or acknowledge you was doing it in the first place. At least give me a warning instead of breaking me down piece by piece in just under a minute. You didn't even have the audacity to take your time and break me down gently. But I guess in a way I thank you. I thank you for sparing me the pain of second guessing myself and making me think that you just didn't want to be with me more and more each day. No matter how you did it, they would always result in the same amount of pain in the pit of my stomach and the same level of loss I would feel without you by my side. But, again, I don't care how you did it. Just why."
