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Okay so i kniw that my last chapter eas really short but i really needed to update. There was a lot going on in my last chapter so sorry if it made no freakin sense😅😅

Status: unedited
Just expect that everytime.

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Alaska's POV

Okay. I'm okay. My bully just told me he loves and my dad is cheating on my Mom. I'm okay.

Oh who am I kidding! I'm going FREAKIN NUTS! What do i do? Should i tell Abi? Should I keep this to myself? And what should i do about my Dad!?!
Do I tell my Mom? Should I wait till he tells her? GOOD LORD IM GONNA EXPLODE!

Oh, for the record I'm currently still unconscious soo technically I'm talking to myself. Oh my God help me I have completely lost it.

"Sweetie? Sweetie? Are you awake yet?" A voice sounding a bit distant was saying that. Oh wonderful I'm hearing voices too, just wonderful.

But then I hear it again, and realize that I know that voice. It's my Mom. Oh God.

Slowly and hesitantly I carefully open my eyes, I know I'm gonna have to tell her.

"Hey, baby girl." She says as she plays with my hair, she had that relieved look in her slightly watery eyes, was she crying? And she's wearing different clothes, hiw long have i been here?!?

"Hey, Mom" with my groggy voice as I sit up a bit, " were you just crying? Whats going on?" Did she find out? Did he tell her? Oh good Lord.

"Your father stopped by, an-and he tried t-to wake you up by shaking you really hard, and something happened an-and he broke your collarbone!" Breaking down into a million tears, it was just then I realized that my arm is a sling.

"I'm so sorry! I'm so so so sorry!" Apologizing over and over again through her tears.

"Mom, hey come on, its okay, alight? Please cheer up."
I hate seeing my mom in tears. She is a good oerson and doesn't deserve any of the tings that happened to her. None of it.

"I know I know. I'm fine, we got this! We have each other and that's all that matters. I love you so much Alaska. So I think I should tell you that, me and your father have been wanting a divorce for a few months now, and we finished the papers yesterday night. Your father isn't gonna see you for awhile, so its just me and you, okay? We got this." She looks me in the eye and gives a sad smile, but I knew that she was stronger than she looked.
But by now I was crying pretty hard.

"Thanks Mom. We are gonna get through this together. I love you too!" Thats all i could say cause I every time i say something I would just cry harder. I hugged her and held on like I was goona lose her.

"Okay well I'm gonna go fill out sone paper work," she says as we separate, "and by tomorrow you can go home!" She gets up, and starts to leave.

"Wait! Mom!" She quickly turns around with a worried look, "sorry, its just wanted to know how long have I been here, and what day is it?"

She sighs and gives you that look when you scared them you didn't mean too. "Jeez you are gonna be the death of me! But, since the day that you had your incident and fainted, a week and today is October 3rd. Now is that all?"

A week?!? "Yeah thats it, bye!" Oh my God where the hell is my phone!?!? I looked at the table and saw that it was still there, nobody touched it, thank goodness!

I literally dive for it, but with one arm that looked kinda awkward, but still. I get and unlock it, I have 27 missed calls from Abi, 10 from Johnson, 5 mess- WAIT! Since when did i have Jack's number?

I  immediately go to all of his voicemails, and listen to the most recent one, 3 days ago, :

"Hey, I hope you're feeling okay, I justed wanted to check in. But... I can not stop thinking about you." He takes a big sigh, like the kind you taje before saying something sad and important. "You probably haven't herd the other ones but they are just quick ones asking how you are, but this one is different. I- I'm soo sorry, Alaska!" He crying by now.

"And I- I wish I could take it all back, but I can't! And i would do anything, go anywhere, and leave everything to take it all back! What I'm trying to say is that- that-"

It just stops."Jack? No! What are you trying to say???" I go to look at my phone and realize it died. It freakin died.

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Heyyyyy!!!! OMG THANKS FOR 200 READS YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!! AHHHHH!

Anyway, I know that there is soooo much going on, and I'm sorry! But its my first story soo once i write more I'll realize hiw bad this story is.

So I try to update as soon as i can i really do, its just that i have soccer, and soo much homework, and conditioning! I know people have  situations worse than mine, but I'm young, okay!?

Also just so you know i post these chapters right as I finish them so thats why most of them always have many mistakes, I try to find most of them, but if i cant... well nobody's perfect!

Well thats all byeeee!👋🏼

~~~~~~~~~~KJ

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