Back at Kaylees house we don't talk about my breakdown, either Derek didn't say anything or she just didn't want to upset me. We were watching Mean girls and eating ice cream when my phone goes off. "thanks again for turning my phone back on, now it constantly goes off." i tell Kaylee sarcastically "shut up your glad its back on." she says flicking her ice cream on me "Kaylee! you bitch now i have to take a shower ice cream doesn't get out of my hair very well." i say standing up, sometimes i just really can't stand her but she's always going to be my best friend. "yeah yeah yeah" she says rolling her eyes and continues to watch the movie. i walk towards the stairs to go to the bathroom when i remember i left my phone on the couch, i run back but its already too late Kaylee is texting someone on it " who are you texting?" i ask her using my sweet voice "oh I'm not texting I'm sexting." she says matter of factly "your WHAT!" i scream lunging for my phone she doesn't give it up so we end up wrestling for a while until its finally in my hands and i run up to the bathroom before she can follow me. I shut the door and lock it looking through my text messages trying to find who she was texting and then i found it. Liam sent me "hey babe what are you doing friday?" and 'I' sent back "you" with a wink face and then he said "oh is that right?" with a wink face and a heart "Im going to kill you one day Kaylee!" i scream down to her "you can try but you will never succeed!" she screams back i chuckle and text Liam back explaining what happened and that we would talk in school and then i strip off my clothing and get into the shower letting the hot water run down my spine, releasing me of all my stress.
Once i get out of the shower i go into the guest bedroom, well my room now. It has all of my belongings in it, my old house is on the market for sale now and once it sells two-thirds of the money will go to me and the rest will go to my godparents. I shuffle through the closet until i find my yoga pants and loosely fitting gray shirt. I pair the outfit up with black and gray running shoes and put my hoodie on, its the end of summer and its going to be fall soon so its a little chilly outside, i grap my phone and headphones and descend downstairs. "where are you going Bee?" Kaylee asks me, Bee has always been my nickname ever since we were so little the only way she pronounced my name was Ambee. "heading to the library before it closes, want to come?" i ask plugging my headphones into my iPhone. "nah i don't do books or reading." "kay" i reply walking outside. The breeze was a little colder than i expected so i hug my arms together and walk a little faster. the walk to the library wasn't far only half a mile but it closes at 6 and it was 5:30 so i was jogging at this point. Once i reached to the library the lady huffed at me probably because i got there at 5:50 but i knew what i wanted. i headed to the teen section and grabbed 50 shades of grey, i just had to everyone is raving about it and i want to see what its about.. don't judge me library lady..
Once i get back to the house i hurry back up the stairs to my room, through my pajamas on and go to sleep. i just wasn't in the mood to stay awake. The next day i wake up and hour early and pulled my hair back messily, i sit around and start to read my book but before i do i take two pills that are like energy shots theres no way ill be able to survive the day without them, the book sort of intrigues me how the author can be so descriptive yet dirty at the same time. i start laughing to myself thinking how crazy it is for there to be a book thats just like a porno. "are you going crazy on me or something?" Kaylee asks coming into my room "no I'm not crazy I'm just finding this book extremely funny." i say setting the book down. "oh a book.. you definitely are crazy." she says jumping on my bed. "so.. are you ready?" she asks jumping up and down really annoying me. "will you stop?" i ask with a hint of venom in my voice "christ i was just trying to make sure you weren't late for sshool no need to be a bitch" she says and storms out of my room i hear her go downstairs, out the door, and drives away. well i guess ill have to walk to school. oh shit! school I'm gonna be late! i look at the clock and its already 7:45 and school starts at 8. i run to the bathroom to wash my face and throw some foundation and mascara on then strip and put yoga pants and a tank top on with uggs and run outside. i start walking to school when i hear a car pull up next to me, i turn and see that its Liam "hey babe Kaylee texted me and said you needed a ride. " he says pushing the door open. i jump in and kiss him before pulling my seat belt on. safety first. "yeah thank you so much, she got mad at me cause i was taking to long. " i say settling into his comfy seat but before i know it we were at school, i must have been daydreaming again. "thanks for the ride babe" i say hopping out "aren't you going to let me walk you to class?" he asks "huh? oh yeah sorry lets go." i say shutting the door , he gets out and grabs my hand as we continue to walk "whats up with you?" he asks me. "nothing just hyper is all" i say holding his hand tighter, i pull him into the stairwell to the north wing, the north wing is like abandoned theres barley any classes and no one comes around. i push him against the wall and kiss his neck slowly trailing kisses up till i reach his soft spot causing him to moan "amber." he manages to say i just moan back and finally find his lips. its not a hard reach at all because were almost the same height so i can press my body into his causing him to moan more. we continue like this until the bell rings "shit." i curse under my breath "we should get to class " he says pushing me back lightly " but i thought we were having fun?" i ask pulling the top of his shirt down. "yes of course but schools important babe" he says putting a strand of hair behind my ear. "whatever, you go ill meet you there I'm gonna go to the bathroom." i say and he kisses my forehead and leaves. i take a seat on the stairs and lean my head on the wall. i hear peoples voices so i stand up and start to walk away but i hear a group of boys whistle at me so i turn. its Derek and his friends, he's just looking at me while one of the guys says "damn she looks fine in those yoga pants, turn around and let me see that booty sugar" i make a disgusted sound and turn and walk out of the building some boys are just so revolting, they have no clue how to respect women.
I finally make it to my building and receive the first degree from my teacher for being late, i mutter an apology and notice Kaylee looking at me but i just ignore her and open my book. Four periods later and it lunch time i sit down at a random table and Kaylee joins me. "listen I'm sorry-" i start but she finishes "forget about it, its over with." she shakes her head and laughs "okay" i say laughing too we start to talk about prom and how she doesn't want to go but i want her to go when i feel the chair next to me move again i turn and its a Derek and his group they all sit around the table but the one who spoke to me in the north wing sat on my right. i scooted a little closer to Derek but not noticeably, well at least i thought, Derek was chucking right next to me. "hope you guys don't mind if we sit here from now on, i just thought it would be cool." he says nodding towards Kaylee "oh yeah its totally fine" she says nodding at me "right Amber?" i look around "i guess i don't have a choice." that received a laugh from everyone else "Derek baby what are you doing sitting here?" Megan says sauntering up and putting her hands on his shoulders, she's wearing a tight white see through dress with hot pink heels. "I'm sitting with my friends, why do you care?" he asks turning around to face her "well I'm your girlfriend so i-" she begins but Derek cuts her off "your not my girlfriend we hooked up once, never again, you weren't that good anyway." he says to her, everyone starts laughing and i mean the whole cafeteria so she just runs away, probably to the bathroom. the whole time i stayed silent, i don't like Megan she's a horrible person but i would never want to be humiliated like that so i didn't think it was funny. "whats the matter booty, you didn't like the show?" the gross guy next to me says, he's really buff and has a crop haircut. "no in fact i didn't, no girl deserves to be treated like you disgusting boys treat them." i say and everyone at the tables mouth hangs open even keyless so she speaks up and says "Kaylee its not a big deal we don't like Megan anyway right?" i shake my head and say "it doesn't matter if i don't like her i would never want to be in her situation so i feel bad." i turn to my left and Dereks just grinning like an idiot… what an asshole. they all just seem to ignore my outburst and continue their conversation but Derek just keeps staring at me, its kind of creepy, almost stalkerish like."Listen Babe its not that big of a deal shell find her new fix and get over it, she's a slut thats what they all do" Derek says still grinning at me, this just infuriates me even more, how can he say that? guys are so degradable its disgusting. At this point I'm fuming so i stand up take my almost empty bottle of orange juice, dump it on his head and walk out. I hear a mix of gasps Derek calling me a bitch but other than that i feel much better. I go into the hallway and keep walking until I'm out of sight then i put my back against the wall and let out a big breath i didn't know i was holding. i shut my eyes and try to block everything out but i hear my name being called, i turn to my left and Liam's walking down the corridor calling my name. "baby what was that about did he do something to you?" He says pulling me to him "no no he was just being an asshole about Megan and i didn't think it was right." i look up and he's smirking down at me "look at you Ms. Softy i thought you hated her?" i just laugh and rest my head on his chest. "yeah but no one deserves to be treated that way." i sigh once he starts rubbing circles along my back but he stops when i say that, it feels like he's frozen, i look up at him and he has a pained expression on his face "hey whats wrong?" he seems to snap out of it and pecks me on the lips "nothing your just so wonderful i don't deserve you." he says sighing and pulling me towards the exit "where are we going?" i ask curious to why were leaving, we have 3 periods left. "Lets go to the park , and then dinner, i want to take you on a date Amber Williams (in case you didn't guess Williams is her last name, JS,) I smirk at him and kiss his cheek "that would make me the happiest girl in the world" and then we walked out of the building without a care on our minds.
