(Snund) accident

Chapter 8 - I Could Get Used To

Jund's POV

I laid and Snake's lap as we watched ZombieLand. Pretty cool movie if you ask me. I found Snake's hand and played with his fingers. I should apologize again.

"I'm sorry again for beating on you. I didn't want to think my feelings were real. I grew up in a household were being gay was wrong. If my dad found out I'd be dea-" he cut me off by kissing my lips.

Snake's POV

"I don't care about you beating on me, I'm over it. I still love you. Just don't bring it up. And would you still wanna see your dad?" I asked him. He shook his head.

"No, he doesn't like me. I ignored him most my life. It would just be nice to know if he was alive." He sighed and turned in my hold.

There goes my plans. Fuck!

"We should go to sleep." He suggested. I nodded and pulled him to my bedroom and held him tightly before we both fell asleep.

I woke and held Jund tighter. I just don't know if this is real, I hope and pray that it is. Just.... Never mind.

I pulled his body up and rested my head on his shoulder, looking up to his eyes. He's so cute when he's sleeping. I kissed his cheek, hoping not to wake him.

He stirred in his sleep and faced me before slowly opening his eyes. He chuckled at me and moved to be closer, before kissing my nose.

My face flushed red but I continued to look at him. He chuckled again and moved his hand to behind my neck. I placed one on back and pulled him closer.

"We have school." I mumbled. He nodded but moved closer. I placed my lips on his on and started kissing him.

"I love you." He pulled away and looked in my eyes.

"I love you too." I said and got up. I wonder if anyone saw the wrap on my wrist? Minx said no one looked at it. But, Minx is too nosy, that can't be true.

I walked into the bathroom and took it off. I have make up that I use to cover up the scars so I can wear a tank if its hot out. I don't do that often though, make up is too expensive. I don't know how girls do it.

I took off the wrap and looked at my arm, I sighed and put on a black long sleeved shirt, I'll take a shower tomorrow. I put on a white Falling In Reverse t-shirt over it and some black skinny jeans before walking out to him. He had been messing with my guitar. I sat next to him and smiled. Him doing the same, as he placed the guitar down.

"Do you have any clothes?" He laughed at himself. I nodded and grabbed a normal red t-shirt and blue jeans before tossing him them. He slid off his shirt and put mine on before walking into the bathroom. I should probably put bracelets on. I did that and laid down in my bed. I felt someone sit on my back and a kiss on my head. I blushed and chuckled.

"I don't wanna go to school...." He mumbled.

"Neither do I. I'm scared, kinda." I whispered. The weight lifted and I was pulled up. 

"Why are you scared?" He asked sadly as he grabbed my hand and sat me down next to him.

"I'm just scared to talk to my dad, that's all." I played with the him of my sleeve.

"Why do you always wear long sleeved shirts." He questioned and looked down to my arms. I shrugged my shoulders. He grabbed my arm and tried to roll my sleeve up. I jerked my arm away and he nodded.

"It's my fault isn't it?" He asked slowly as if he was about to break into tears. I shook my head.

"Then who's was it. I didn't see anyone but me picking on you, only me. It's my fault." He started crying and tried to walk away.

"Scott wait." I grabbed his arm and turned him around.

"It's my fault you hurt yourself. I don't-" he cried harder. " I-I don't even know how many times or anything, all I know that it is my fault. You know it is, and you deserve someone better then me." He jerked him arm away and continued walking. I grabbed both his arm and pushed him on the bed, sitting on his stomach.

"I wouldn't have done it if I didn't want you idiot! Do you know how it feels to be beat by two people you love?! My mom beat on me and I loved her, you beat on me and I love you. Nothing is going to fucking change if you just stop like you did. I love you and don't want anyone else." I growled and stared him down.

He covered his face and I could hear his heavy breathing. "I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry.... I am so fucking sorry." He cried.

I moved his hands and gently kissed him. I tasted his tears in the kiss. I pulled away and got off of him. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap." I apologize.

"I love you..." He looked up to me and bit his lip.

"I love you too..." I pecked his lips and pulled off of him. He held out his hand and I did the same. He took my arm and held my sleeve, asking for permission. I nodded. He slowly pulled up my sleeve and his eyes widened. "It wasn't just you, I promise." I mumbled.

He touched each one and soon he crashed into my chest. I held him and petted his head. "Let's not go to school today. I can talk to him tomorrow." I kissed his forehead.

"Change to a t shirt please? Don't hide from me. I want to see your beautiful arms." He kissed my wrist. I pulled my shirt off for him, ignoring the fact that I was shirtless.

"Take yours off too." I said lightly so I didn't feel alone. He slid his off and leaned back on me.

His skin radiated heat and I felt so warm. I held him tighter and set my head on his own.

I love him.

We laid back down and just watched each other, laughing at random points.

Something I could get used to.

Jund's POV

I laid back down in his arms and kept staring at his arm It's my fault, he doesn't deserve me, he deserves someone better.

"I-I think we should break up. " I mumbled. He moved me out of his arms and looked at me.

Hey! I'm back and changed my mind. This will be continued but it will take long to update. Sorry! But this chapter is dedicated to @ColdCoffeeKittens she's really nice and supportive I added mor rot this chapter!