Its been 2 months with nothing but a dimmed room, 3 bottles of water, tissues ALL over the floor mixing with junk food and romance movies un watched but still scattered. It all stopped, it all hurt, nothing felt right anymore. Harry HAD to come into my life and wreck it. I knew this day would come but not like this, not now....
* FLASHBACK*
" I love you Skylar."
" I love you more Harry."
"While I'm on tour, no feelings for some douchbag. Only me, you, and our love. Oh, and we HAVE to Skype each night ok bebe?!?" Harry said assuringly.
All I could do was nod my head uncontrollably with tears staining my face.
He smiled softly placing one more kiss on my head. We said our goodbyes and I tried to put on a smile for the others.
I said bye quickly to the other boys hugging them all, but Niall had a longer hug because he was practically my brother. He was always there for me. No matter what my ridiculous life puts me through, he holds my hand each step.
"Earth to Skylar?!"
Niall asked waving a hand in front of my face taking me away from thoughts.
"hmm?" was all I could respond.
He wiped my tears away, smiled and quickly said
"we'll see you soon darlin."
Embracing me in a hug with a scent I wished to never leave.
I smiled and watched them leave with one more wave.
This was their tour for 9 whole months and I feel unprotected, alone, insecure, the whole shabam of sadness. School won't help either....
*Out of flashback*
The memories flooded me over and over again hating how I loved everything harry did. Well now I'm ruined, I hate life, it's stupid, it throws random shit at me when all I need is a little confidence, love,.....and a hug.
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Fanfiction*Niall's pov* Harry loved her so much just to hurt her. She's fragile and had trust. He pulled everything away. He wants it all back but he doesn't deserve her. She is beautiful. But she's only a friend. That's all ill ever be. Just a shoulder to le...
