All Alone in Life (boyxboy)

Chapter 1

             Today is just like every other day. Wake up, brush my teeth, use the bathroom, look at myself in the mirror, get dressed, go eat breakfast, then head out for school, and start thinking about life. It's not like it actually works. I still don't know the meaning of life, probably it's because I don't have anyone to explain it to, or probably I'm just not meant to be alive. They say everyone has a purpose to be on earth, but if they do, why do they turn out horrible in their lives, hookers, prostitutes, drug dealers, all horrible things, but I'm not one to judge, I am not any better. I believe there is a God, but by each passing day, my faith decreases, I always hoped for the better, only for it to go against me in the end. I did everything they say I should do in order to have good things come my way. But it was like my words aren't important.

 My mom was sick when I was 9 ,and every night, I prayed for her to get well soon. But she kept on growing more and more sick. She had cancer and didn't have much time left, I'd visit her everyday after school, and when visiting hours were over I'd cry to stay with her, but they'd say I couldn't. My mother would say I'd be ok and everything would be fine.  That all the pain would end soon, I never knew what she meant by that then. I simply thought she was finally getting better. I finally got to see what it meant on my tenth birthday.

As usual I was back from school and on my way with my dad to see my mom, but this time was different. My dad didn't turn right like we were suppose to whenever going to the hospital, instead he took the pathway to go home. I asked him why we were going home but he never answered me. He stopped the car, got down and told me to get down. I was a good boy and didn't want no trouble so I followed his orders...

I snapped out as I hitted something hard and fell quite hard on my buttocks.

"Watch where you're going weirdo" The person said. It was Josh, one of the school's best players, and he, unlike me, was popular, but in my words was too cool for school. He might have the looks, but he sure didn't know what to do with the books he carried around. I didn't say a word, as usual. I stopped standing up for myself and talking two years ago. It was no use of it. He walked off with his usual hang out friends Jeremy and Jared. To almost the whole school, they are known as three J. They always hang out and they're the most popular boys. They play for the school football team. All the girls swoon over, some of the girls would even cheat on their boyfriend just to have a night with them, the only one who doesn't like using girls is the other football member Drake, he is popular but not as popular as them, he has the grades but not the girls, he mostly stays on his own. He has a girlfriend and he's always with her during lunch. Not much girls swoon over him, but when you do something to his girl, just know you should get the hell away from him or flee the town. It won't be pretty what he would do to you. And the there is James but he's for another time probably when I see him.
When he finally walked away towards the school entrance, I was about to stand up, when I saw someone's hand in my face. I took the persons hand and he helped me up. Wondering how even though I didn't see their face, well I'm sure it was thanks to his rough hands.
When I was finally standing straight, I wiped my hands, that had touched the ground, on my blue jeans and slowly began to look up. I was right it was a boy, it was Sean, he was part of the school soccer team. Just to make it clear, I'm not a stalker, I just know it. Sean was also one the soccer team's greatest players. I pulled my face up in acknowledgement, and I hope he got the picture, because I surely won't start talking now just because someone helped me stand up, it's not like he'll talk to me again once he finds out I'm a loner.

"You might wanna be careful when you're walking, you don't want to always be bumping into people, right ?" He said laughing. I'll have admit it made my lip twitch a little, not plus. I nodded my head slowly so he know that I don't want that. I putted on a fake smile just like before, in order to show my thanks and was about to continue my way to the entrance until he stopped me.

"Um, I'm Sean, you must be new here, I could show you around" He finished. Do you see how important I am ? I have been in this school for two years and this is my first encounter and he thinks I'm a new student. I quickly shake my head and take out my pen and notepad, that I carry around ever since I stopped talking, and wrote what I wanted to say.

"No, thank you, I think I know the way" I wrote down then tore the paper out and took his hand and putted it in his hand then continued my way. As soon as I entered, the bell rang. Just my luck, now if I enter class the attention would be focused on me. I went quickly to my locker and putted in my code then took out the books necessary and headed to class. As predicted, the attention was focused on me.
The teacher was the last to look at.

"You're late, again Jaren" he said in happily.

"He was to busy bumping around" someone said, but I knew it wasn't just anyone it was Josh. Everyone snickered after that. The teacher didn't say anything. He acted as if to not hear. None of them did. They were all stuck up in their lives. I didn't pay any attention to those laughing, just made my to the back, to my usual seat. I'm the only one to sit there. I took my seat and the teacher continued his lesson. I didn't pay attention, if the teachers don't care about me, I won't care about their lessons. I study on my own, if my grades drop a bit, my parents will talk to me, and it won't be lilies and roses.
Since I sat next to a window, I stared out of it, and started thinking, what's the meaning of life.
Oh just so you know, I'm Jaren Clistel and this is my life.

Hi everyone this is my first story of this sort so please take it easy on me, give me your thought on this first chapter and tell me what you think of it, also tell me if there are errors it won't hurt me. Please follow and share this story to people you know. So stay tuned for the next chapter my people. Sorry you could read about James but we can't put all the good stuff in the first chapter, there will be to much good in a chapter. He'll be in the next... Probably. Tell me what you think.
Peace out
Love mabasy. Oh and the person in the picture is Sean. Isn't he good looking guys. Share the love people.