Save him (Under heavy editing!)

chapter 25

Lea P.O.V

The car ride was silent and short.

The whole time I could feel him stealing glances at me, while I looked out of the window. He is probably mad at me, but I don't blame him. I accused him of hurting Selene when he saved her.

Finally the car right was over and we came to a house that stood a lot further from any other house in the street. Without saying a word Wyatt stepped out the car and walked to the house. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh. This is going to be bad. I stepped out the car and walked after Wyatt to the house. The door open with a loud crack when Wyatt push it open.

There wasn't much light until he turned it on. To my surprise it was a nice and cozy house. Wyatt shut the door behind me, before walking up the stairs. He hadn't said a word to me the hole way. Slowly I followed him and saw that he walked to the bedroom.

I lean against the doorframe and looked how he sat down on the bed with his head in his hands.

"Wyatt?" I walk in the room and he looked up.

"I'm sorry. I should have known that you wouldn't hurt her." I know that I hurt him.

"I don't know what else to say. I was just scared we had that fight and I don't know why I thought that you would hurt her." His eyes followed me while I pace back and forth.

"I'm such a screw up." I cover my face with my hands while a tears escape my eyes.

Why do I keep hurting him. Two warm hands grabbed my wrists pulling my hands away from my face. "Lea I know she was your best friends when she said her name and I wouldn't hurt her. I also knew that you missed her, that's why I brought her to the hotel." He cupped my cheeks with his warm hands.

"And because of our history together I understand why you freaked out." He said with a chuckle.

I smiled before looking down.

"I'm still sorry, I shouldn't have slapped you. That was so wrong." I looked back up and saw him shaking his head.

"I think I deserved that, after all the shit I have done to you." I smile softly think back at all the times he hurt me.

"And beside Selene slapped me too." My eyes widen.

"What's! Why?"

He let go of me before walking back to the bed. "Let's just say she found out who I was and that you were with me." I raise my brow before walking to the bed sitting next to him.

" I kind of deserve it all, so don't be mad at yourself. After all the things I have done I don't deserve your trust or love." I shook my head cupping his face in my hands.

"Don't say that. It's not your fault you did all of that. Your dad made you like this and for your whole life you knew nothing else but that. All the suffering you have gone through with your dad, everything he have done to you made you do all of that." He had closed his eyes and listen to my soft and soothing voice.

"But Wyatt the thing is I know that you're not like that. I know that deep down inside, that you don't want to kill or hurt people." He open his eyes and looked me directly in the eyes.

His Hazel eyes looked straight into mine like he wanted to read my mind. I really wanted read his. Wyatt never talked about his feelings or tell me what's bordering him. He's always keeping everything inside.

"Lea I wanna believe you, but I'm not. I am just like my dad and I know one day that I will hurt you just like my dad did to my mom and I love you to much to do that to you." I shook my head stroking his cheek with my thumb.

"Wyatt don't listen to your dad. You're nothing like that. I know the real you Wyatt and he's nothing like your dad." My voice ended in a whisper.

It hurts me to see him like this. Everything he has been through made him like this and it's all thanks to his dad. "If I'm not like my dad it's thanks to you. The past months you have changed me into a better person." A soft smile came to my face.

The past couple of months were hell, but they were some good times too. It's strange how much a persons life can change in just a few months.

"I love you Lea." The smile grew on my face making Wyatt smile.

"I love you too Wyatt." He lean up when I let go of his cheeks and kissed my forehead.

"Thank you for sticking around with me. I know I have dragged you through hell." He mutter against my skin.

A chuckle escape my lips.

"I would gladly run through hell just to be with you." I said when he pull away.

He smiled before wrapping his arms around me. I took a deep breath before closing my eyes leaning against his chest. I always felt save in his arms. From that first night I had a panic attack and he pulled me in his arms I felt save. And yeah we had our bad moments, really bad ones, by at the end we still love each other.

We have to accept each other I order to life with each other.

Isn't that what love is? Accepting each other's flaws, having to deal with it everyday, but still love him or her.

Because I know what Wyatt have done in the pass and I still love him.

Authors note: Hey, here's another chapter. I wanted to post all of these chapters last week, but something happen. I found out that a old friend of mine died. He was so young. He literally turned nineteen a week before his dead. Which is sad because he just started his life. I don't know how I have to feel right now. I'm nots sad, but I'm also not happy. If that make any sense. I think it is because I lost contact with him a few years ago, but I still heard of him sometimes from a friend of mine. And I may lost contact with him, but I still knew him. I when to school with him for a few years and I even when to his house to play with when I was twelve years old or even younger and now knowing that he is dead is just strange to me. It made me think about life and stuff. Life is short and you can die in just a sec without knowing it, which is scary. I just think now that you have to enjoy life and appreciate everything and everyone in your life. I'm sorry if you didn't wanted to read this, but I just had to write it. I don't know why, but I just had to. Beside that more chapters are gonna come this week, maybe everyday, maybe not. Bye.