Tour Life (Diggy Simmons Story)

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Don't cuss me out y'all 🙈 I've been dealing with school shit 😒 it's Senior year man 😩 I'm getting old

WARNING: this is gonna start off a lil slow again cause I'm getting back to it so don't talk reckless lol 👊🏾👀

But let's get into it 😋

enjoy 😋

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Logan

5 months later

"This long distance is killin' me

I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

It's so hard, we're so far

This long distance is killin' me"

"This sounds like a hit!" TC said as I came out the booth

"Thanks, this gonna be my first single since you know ..." I said looking at him and he nodded knowingly

"It's gonna get better Logan, you can't let that get in the way of your music, I can tell you let some of that out in the song too ... that's good" TC said causing me to smile

"Thanks TC and I really did" I sighed and sat back in the chair

It's been five months since the break up and I haven't totally gotten over it .. but I'm getting there, what hurt me the most was when I would Text Diggy and tell him I'm sorry over and over but he would just leave me on read

A week after the break up, it was all over TMZ, mediatakeout and TheShadeRoom smh

I've got threats on Twitter and under my pics on Instagram from Diggy's fans from being a "bitch" to a "hoe" and a "dick sucker" but that calmed down .. all of this because of Sean smh he went to Twitter and said that we fucked ... yeah we did but you don't have to tell THEM that

As for Sean I have not seen him nor heard from him since that happened and it's got me wondering where the fuck he at? you come around and cause all this drama and now you gone? that's so sneaky shit if you ask me

"Logan ... LOGAN!" I snapped out of my thoughts and saw Marcus in front of me

"Yeah?" I asked looking confused

"You okay?" he asked and I nodded my head standing up

"Well let's head out you have an appearance" he said and walked out

"Awe dang I forgot" I said grabbing my keys and purse and headed out the studio to go home and get ready

As I came out the studio it was paparazzi everywhere

"Are you and Diggy still seeing each other on the side?"

"Diggy said in a recent interview that he moved on to bigger and better things! How you feel about that?"

I looked at the man

"That's really good" I said smiling getting into my car and driving out the parking lot going home

I stopped at a red light and felt tears coming down my face

"No Logan , you're not gonna do this !" I said wiping my face shaking my head

I looked up and the light was green so I pulled off .. 10 mins later I was at home and rushed inside the house and up to my room to get ready

2 hours later

"Yaaaasssss" I said looking in the mirror

I wore something casual for this event because it was for Foster Children and I would be giving a speech and signing autographs and taking pictures with fans

I got a message from Marcus saying he was outside

I grabbed my phone off the charger, my purse and headed out the door, making sure it was locked and headed towards the van

As I approached it a head popped out making me stop and start laughing

"HEY Peanut !" He said with a goofy smile

"JAY stick your head back in the window !" I said mushing his head back in and getting inside the van as the driver pulled off

I turned around and also saw Chris and smiled and sat up in my seat and tackled them

"I missed you guys so much!" I said kisses their faces all over

"C'mon with that mushy shit girl !" Chris said mushing me

"Yeah we were only gone for a month" Jay said side eying me and I looked at him like he was dumb

"Oh like a month isn't a long time" I said turning around in my seat seeing that we were at the venue and saw a lot of people trying to get in

The van stopped and I opened the door and was greeted with screams and smiles

I smiled and waved at everybody going in as security walked me into the venue and I was rushed immediately on stage

I smiled and began talking

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Diggy

"Oh shit !" I yelled as I almost fell and bust my ass on my skywalker

Spin and Perry laughed

"boa you should of seen your face" Spin laughed clapping his hands

"Yea that video going on Instagram" Perry said pressing something on his phone

"Man whatever" I laughed sitting down next to Spin as Perry got up and walked off to wherever he was going

It was quiet for a minute as I scrolled on Instagram and liked a bunch of picture till I came across a pic of Logan ... (The picture in the media)

Man I thought me and that girl was gonna be together for a long time, the chemistry was there ... but she messed that shit up by fucking that nigga

I got her text and just kept her on read cause I wasn't really tryna hear that shit and to be honest I'm not really over it but I feel 85% there

I stayed in the studio around the time of the breakup and that kept my mind off a lot until I go to sleep at night ... shit really hit you at night time, especially when you can't sleep

"You miss her bruh?" I was snapped out my thoughts and looked at Spin and back at the picture and shook my head

"studio session later on?" I asked locking my phone and hopping up, he looked at me for a minute and then nodded

"Fasho" he said standing then dapping me up as I left out Perry kitchen

I switched the subject on him because I wasn't really tryna get into all that just because

I don't know what I would do if I saw her again

I shook my head as I pulled out of Perry driveway and took the 20 min drive to my house

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