Let Me Fix You

11.

                       •Niall's POV•

This is all my fault. I should have called, checked on her. Something for God's sake!
I get in my car and decide to start driving to Texas. I flew 100 all the way to the hospital.
I walk into the hospital. "What room is Ariana Brown in?" I say demanding to the nurse.
"I'm sorry sir. Are you related to her?" She ask in a bitchy tone.
"I'm her boyfriend and I can't deal with your bitchy attitude right now. I have to see her. I'm begging you." I snap at her. I can't fight with a dumb ass nurse right now. I have to see Aria.
"Room 202. I didn't tell you." She goes back to looking at her computer and I jolt to the room.
I see the beautiful face that I haven't seen, for what seems like forever. I take her hand in mine. "Aria, I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you. I should have called you, not have texted you. I love you so much. I thought that your day was actually fine until... I saw the news..." My eyes fill with tears, "that was the worse news I have ever gotten. I then of course went to the bar and got super drunk and I'm still not fully sober. I just want you to know that I'm so sorry. That boy will be so sorry Aria. And I promise you I'm never going to leave you again, ever." I can't contain it anymore. I break down. "I'm sorry for all the times I kissed other girls and made you upset. You never deserved that. God, Ariana. Ariana Brown I'm so deeply in love with you." Everything I said was true. Sober or not. I still felt the same about her. She is an angel sent from heaven and some how I met her and fell in love with her.
"It's okay..." She whispers has she opens her eyes. I hug her so tight that she can barley breathe.
"I missed you so much baby." I kiss her over and over again. "I love you soooo much." She smiles at me.
"I love you more Niall." She stares me in the eye with her sparkling blue eyes.
No love could compare to the love I have for Ariana. She is my princess and I would be nothing without her.
"Not possible."
"Yeah it is Nia-" she pauses, "Do you have to go back with the boys tonight?"
Shit. They are going to be so pissed. "Yes... Maybe you can come to some of our shows and get to know the boys." I smile at her.
"Yeah maybe." She smiles.

•Ariana's POV•

I loved him so much.
"You should get going..." I smiles slightly at him.
"Yeah. I should. I will see you soon baby." He kisses me. And then he leaves.
Somehow I know he won't keep his promises. He will break them. But I guess it wouldn't be normal if he didn't break them right? Because promises are meant to be broken. I want to believe that this will work but it's a very slim chance. He's a super star who has a million girls wanting him and he's on tour. When I'm a teenage girl that is a mess and has no life. We just need to face the facts, it isn't going to work. My mom enters the room bringing me out of my thought.
"Hey honey. How you feeling?" How am I feeling? Well if I was truthful I would say broken, horrible, want to die.
"Great." I fake smile.
"That's good, baby. Have you heard from Niall?"
"Yeah actually... He stopped by and said sorry and talked to me." She giggles like a fucking two year old.
"Awwww that's so cute. He's such a nice young man." I fake laugh.
"Yeah well get over it because it isn't going to work. He is a superstar and I'm a teenage girl who is a no one."
"Stop being so negative! It can work you just have to have faith and work for it." Ohh mothers and their bullshit talks.

 "Mom, I'm not being negative I'm stating the truth maybe that's what needs to be done" She shakes her head.

"No Ariana. You are selfish!! Niall has given you a lot in the past few months and all you have done is treat him like shit. If you're done with him then be done with him! Don't mess around with him" I stare at her in disbelief. 

"I'm the one who is selfish? Mom do you even know what he's done to me?" I pause to give her the chance to speak but nothing comes out; that's what i thought. "He fucking cheated on me mom..."

"Aria... I... I... I'm so sorry." Stupid sympathy look she gives me. I don't want any of her pity.

"Yeah. Now if you don't mind I'm going to text Niall and talk to him." I give her the fakest smile that I could and pull out my phone.

Me: Hey Niall 

Niall: Hey what's up baby??

Me: Nothing much just stuck in the hospital. You?

Niall: Sorry babe. Just got back to the hotel.

me: cool...

Niall: Yeah. I love you.

I shut my phone off.

I was suppose to text him to tell him how crappy he is. Not how much I love him and miss him. It. Won't. Work. Out. Tell him Aria.. That's the best thing.