Let Me Fix You

Chapter 6

---at party---
Niall and I arrive at the party around 7 pm and there are already a lot of people there.
"Put these on." I give Niall his sunglasses. "And just remember these are teenagers.
"Chill I got this Ari." He smiles. Ari? I like it.
"Okay..." I step out of the car and take Niall's hand.
"Ariana!! There you are." Cheyenne comes up to us and shall I mention she is a huge fan of 1D and will notice him.
"Hey!" She's gonna notice it's him and start fangirling. Omfg. This isn't gonna go well.
"Wait Ariana... Is that Niall Horan?" She whispers in my ear. Fuck.
"Ya... Please don't scream and fangirl right now okay. He just wanted to come so I told him he could." She nods and squeals in my ear.
"I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!!" She whisper screams.
"Don't tell anyone else okay... I'm sure they will notice but let them figure out on there own... He's a normal guy." I smile and look over at him and he's fixing his hair. He's so flipping sexy.
"I won't but I'm not going to leave his side! This is a once and a lifetime chance."
"Okay... But don't do anything with him."
"I won't try." She smirks and walks over to Niall.
I really hope it wasn't a mistake coming to this party. Knowing my luck it probably is. F it I'm just gonna drink and have fun. That's what parties are for... Right?
"Ariana, do you want a drink?" I hear a Irish voice ask from behind of me.
"Sure." I smile
"Here." He hands me a beer.
"Thanks." I take a sip.
"Let's go dance eh?" I nod.
"I'm gonna come with y'all." Chey merges into our conversation. Ugh. She better not try to do anything to him.
"Okay... I'm Niall by the way." He smiles at her.
"Oh." She nervously laughs. "I'm Cheyenne. You can call me Chey though." She gives him the look. Which means we should go to the other room and have 'fun'.
"Okay." Niall slips his hand around my waist. "So ladies... Let's have a wonderful night." He says as we walk onto the dance floor.
"YA!" Chey yells excited.
"Ya..." If you don't fall under her sex spell it will be fun.
Within seconds Chey is already swaying her hips and sexually dancing.
"Hey baby... I'm just gonna go outside for a minute." I smile.
"But we just got ok the dance floor." I really don't want to be on the dance floor seeing how she's trying to show off her moves.
"I know but I will be right now." I kiss his cheek.

• Niall's POV •
I can tell Ariana is pissed at Cheyenne. The way she's looking at Chey just gives it away. I wouldn't blame her though because Chey is really trying to get me to do stuff with her.
"Hey Niall... I'm gonna go get me and you a drink okay?" She smiles at me.
"Ya! I will be right here."
I feel really bad though. Ariana is watching her bestfriend flirting with a guy she is hanging out with. She doesn't need to worry though. I only want her.
"Here you go Niall." She hands me the drink, which I have no clue what it is but it's really good.
"Thanks sweetheart." And one of our songs comes on, Best Song Ever, and everybody starts to rock out. It's pretty cool to know that you're music is danced to and listened to.
"I THINK IT OH OH OH YEA YEA YEA I THINK IT WENT OOOOHH!" Everyone yelled.
"Y'all make such fabulous music!!!" Chey puts her arm around me.
"Thanks." I smile.
"I think you and I would be a great couple." She says in a seductive voice. I can smell all the alcohol she has drank tonight.
"You're drunk honey."
"Ya but I'm sober enough to know that we would make a great couple." She giggles and licks her lips.
"I'm sorry no."
"I don't take no for an answer." She slammed her lips on mine. I quickly pull away.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!? CAN'T YOU TELL THAT---" I notice Ariana standing a few feet away from Chey and I. She looks so hurt. Oh my fucking God. I can't loose her.
"You just lost you're best friend." I whisper to Chey.
"What?" She looks lost.
"Nevermind!" I walk away toward Ariana.
"WAIT NIALL!!" She yells to were everyone can hear. "NIALL HORAN GET BACK HERE!!!!" I'm fucked now.
I hear screams and foot steps running towards me.
"Shit!" I run outside trying to find Ariana but I don't see her anywhere.

•Ariana's POV•
I keep running. That's all I can do. My best friend and a boy I thought had feelings for me had just kissed. What was I thinking?!? Niall James Horan would fall in love with me and fix me and all the pain I had. No! That's just fucking crazy!!! Fuck this all I'm worth nothing! I should have known that was just a dream.
I pull my pack of cigs out and sit down and start sobbing.
Every puff I take in just taste worse but then I remember I have a bottle of vodka in my purse so I start drinking that.
"Ariana?!?" I hear someone call from behind me and of course... It's Niall. Fucking great. As much as I just want to go up to him and curse him out all I can do is sit and sob and continue to drink.
"Listen..." He sits next to me "she kissed me and you have to believe that." I can't say anything. Words won't come out. I have never been this hurt before. Even all the shit my dad has done to me and what everyone says to me at school. This doesn't compare. This is like being stabbed in the heart a million times. It's like someone is ripping out your heart.
"Please Ariana. I swear. The first time I took you out... That was my fault totally I could have stopped her but I didn't and I'm so sorry about that, but this wasn't my fault at all! She forced me to kiss her and I pulled away as soon as I could." I sob harder and finally can talk.
"WHY?!? WHY?!?" I scream. "I JUST WANT TO GO HOME." I can't stop crying and screaming.
"Okay. I will take you home." I finish the bottle of vodka and stumble my way back to the car.
"Here let me help you." He picks me up and butterflies fill my stomach.
This is what he does to me. He fills me with so much happiness and love but tears me apart.
"Thank you." I say weakly.
"I'm sorry." He whispers and I just stare at his beautiful face... I can't stop.
"You're so beautiful." I smile at him.
"You are more beautiful and drunk and tomorrow you're not going to feel the same way about me." We reach the car and he puts me in the passenger side.
"Nope... I will think you're beautiful no matter what." I say in my drunken state but meaning it.
"I love you." He says before we leave the house that held all of these bad moments that have happened tonight.
"You too." I giggle.
----At house----
"Ariana... You need to be quiet okay? I'm sure your mom is alseep." Niall tells me and I don't get what he's saying.
"You are speaking so fast, slow down!!" I laugh.
"You have to be quiet when we walk in because your mom is probably asleep."
"Okay... But first...." I climb over to his seat and sit on top of him and start kissing him.
"We should probably go in." He interrupts me.
"NO!! I'm not finished."
"Let's just go inside." He smiles and grabs my hand.
"Okay." I jump out of the car and almost fall.
"Woah! Watch out babe." He whispers.
"Oops." I laugh.
"Go in." He opens the door for me
"Okay!!" I scream to piss him off and laugh at myself.
"Ariana stop!!" He says angrily.
"Sorry gee! I was just trying to have fun." He rolls his eyes.
"I hate you." I look at him and just say it and it looked like it hurt him.
"I really do Niall. You aren't the Niall I know you're some snobby screw up that breaks girls heart the day you meet them. And if you're going to do this to me then leave!" I yell at him and fill tears filling in my eyes. Wow I have had way to much to drink tonight.
"I'm not going to hurt you. I promise."
"THEN WHY DOD YOU KISS MY BEST FRIEND?!?"
"I didn't kiss her! She kissed me!" I can't hold the tears anymore. They stream down my face like never before.
"Okay." I give up and sit on the couch and he does the same.
"I'm so sorry..." He says after a long awkward silence. I don't say anything.
I just curl up in a ball and continue to cry.
Love is the hardest thing in life. It can either be the best thing or worse. This sucks. I wish I could have just said no to going out with him. I mean who am I kidding? He's a big popstar and I'm just a regular teenager with problems.
"Don't cry. Please." He begs but I can't stop.
He lifts my chin up and wipes the tears away. "I can't stand to see you cry."
"Well you should have thought about that before you went kissing my bestfriend." I said. When I'm drunk I can't control what I say. Everything just comes out.
"I know! I'm sorry."
"Niall, I can't just be fine with this you jackass!" I scream at him and of course my mom has to come down! Great just great!
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!?" She could have stayed in her room but no she had to come out.
"Ariana!!! That is unexusable go to your room!"
"NO I'M NOT GOING TO MY FUCKING ROOM!!" Niall rubs my back in a soothing way.
"Who is th--- wait... That's Niall Horan right?!?" She looks so confused.
"Yes mom this is Niall. One of the biggest jerks on planet earth! So before you say any shit... I-i fucking hate him." I try looking for different words but I can't its just "I hate him".
"Ariana? Are you drunk?"
"NOPE!" I smartly remark.
"I'm not dealing with this just go to your room and go to bed."
"You know what?!? I will!" I march up to my room and slam the door shut.
I hate my life so fucking much! I'm such a screw up!! I wish I was better! Why can't I be a normal 16 year old?!? Why can't I just fall in love and have a perfect life? Why can't I be smiling in my room while talking to my boyfriend instead of sobbing in my room.
I throw my lamp and I hear loud footsteps coming up the stair.
"ARIANA!! WHAT THE FUCK?!?" Niall walks in.
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!" I sob.
"Stop crying there is no reason to cry." He has the balls to say.
"OH REALLY?!? YEA THERE IS SOMETHING TO CRY ABOUT!! THE PERSON I LOVE JUST KISSED MY BEST FRIEND!!"
"I'M SORRY!! OKAY!! I AM AND YOU ARE JUST GOING TO HAVE TO FORGIVE ME!! OKAY?!?"
"I'm done talking about this." I give up and lay on my bed. "Are you staying here or going back to your hotel?"
"I guess I will stay here. It's already really late." The jackass I love lays down beside me and hugs me.
"I'm sorry." He looks at me.
"Okay..." There isn't a lot to say about this night rather than it is a disaster and I need sometime to process what happened.
"Do you really love me?"
"No.I don't Niall." I lie to him. "I just said that because I was mad." He looks sad but my answer but just nods. With that we fall asleep.