CAN YOU

AnD Now

All I know is I need to be strong like what Clarence said and that's what we are trained. we are trained to control our emotions and skills Clarence trained me to be like him to be his partner in every mission, yes we are AGENTS of the BLACK STAR association. Its a scret association kung bsaan tinutulungan namin ang government ng US para sa mga highly confidential na mga cases.

Before that I'm Going to introduce my self I'm Sena Saaverda, my brother was Senon Saaverda, My hair brown and has curled ends. In the agency my name was MIST, I'm the only daugther of my parents who was apparently rich. Ilive in US for almost 12 years and now I'm back for the new mission but that's a secret for now.

Andito ako ngayon sa locker ni Kuya Senon hinihintay ko syang lumabas para sabay na kaming umuwi ng makita kong pumasok ang grupo ng mga friends ni  kuya senon including my very first love Ross. biglang lumapit sakin si Norman at niyakap ako ng mahigpit "baby I miss you, your'e a grown up lady now" sabi pa nito... Kuya Norman namiss din kita no! at bumaling ako kay ross na nakatanga lang sa amin with no emotions "hi, Ross" and then I smiled at him. He just shrug and kumunot ang noo.

Lumabas na si Kuya Senon at habang nagbibihis sya he asked me "are you back for good"?

I replied " Kuya I'm thinking about it pa" hindi ko alam kung kaila matatapos ang mission namin kaya yun ang sinagot ko pero definitely babalik ako dun sa kung saan ako masaya ngayon ayoko ng balikan ang kahapon kung saan hindi ako tanggap ng kaisaisang taong minahal ko ng buong-buo, I can endure that pain caused by the bullets but I can't endure the pain that was caused by the love that he can't give to me.

Ok lets Go! at umakbay na sya sa akin ..

but wait parang may nakakalimutan ako.. hindi ko lang matandaan kung ano, hhmmmppppppp! hindi ko talaga maalala bahala na nga..pero pansin ko na kanina panya kong tinitignan akala ba nya bumalik ako dito para guluhin ko ulit sya at the love of his life. No! I learned nung lumayo ako na minsan kailangang mahalin ko muna ang sarili ko para maappreciate ng iba kung sino at ano ako. Katulad ni Clarence he was a bad boy but he change he said na nakita daw nya yung sarili nya sakin, sa mga pigdaanan ko buti daw hindi ako nagalit ng ganoon katulad ng sa kanya he change because he saw the light in me, kaya ayun hindi na nya ko iniwan simula nuon..

Shit!nagulat sila nung magmura ako ng napakalakas shit talaga nakalimutan ko si clarence kanina nung nagkasiksikan sa my entrance ng racing field, hindi panaman nun alam ang pasikot sikot dito it's been 21 years bago pa sya nakabalik dito, and my phobia pa naman yun  fear ofbeing left alone in a crowd, Shit! Sinasabi ko na bakit ko ba talaga nakalimutan yun kung trabaho pa naman to madali lang kase alam nya ang focus nya ay para sa trabaho pero pag katulad ngayon na namamasyal sya at hindi papamilyar sa lugar... Shit! Nasaan ka na.... 

Then she found him there standing in the middle of theracing field, nakatungo ito at hindi kumikilos,O My god! Nagsisimula na itongmanginig at shit! Umiiyak na sya.. dalidali syang tumakbo papunta ditto at niyakap ito paharap... Untiunti nitong iniangat ang kanyang ulo at nanlaki angmata nya nung makita nyang sya iyon, niyakap siya nito ng mahigpit na mahigpit parang ayaw na syang pakawalan " I thought you leave me here LIWANAG KO, akala ko iiwan mo din ako katulad nila, bakit hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa din maovercome ito bakit ang sakit sakit pa din pag naiiwan akong mag-isa ang ginawa ko lang naman ay mahalin at magtiwala sa kanila, kasalanan ko bangsobra sobra akong magmahal" ramdam naramdam nya ang pait at sakit ng mgasalitang binitawan nito, he's been treating himself for 12 years now pero minsan na titriger pa din ang phobia nito.

She hugged him back para maramdaman nito ang security untiunti naming nawawala ang panginginig nito " I'm sorry, to leave you here but I'mtelling you I will never ever leave you , kahit anong reason pa man yan ikaw parin ang pipiliin ko, hinding hindi ka mag-iisa I promoise, I came back nungmapansin kong wala ka sakin, I will keep on coming back to you kase ikaw ansLAKAS ko..." Then I kiss his cheeks to make him smile. 

And then he smiles "Every time you call me Lakas and kiss me like that my whole being brightens upand without knowing my lips curve into a smile" and he hug me again. Then weheared a loud shout  

"SENA"! tawag sakin ni KUya Senon, Kuya Norman at Ross