"Senior year baby!" Felix shouted at me as he waltzed into my bedroom.
"Oh joy." I mumbled to myself. I honestly just want school to be done. I'm over it. I can't stand all the fake friends and horrible people that go to my school and its not like my parents understand. Felix and Priscilla are the only real friends I have, don't get me wrong I love them but sometimes I would love to feel well... loved and not in the 'best friend way' I guess.
"Cheer up Lex, its gonna be a blast I can feel it!" Felix laughed as he punched my arm playfully.
"Doubt it" I said whilst trying not to roll my eyes at him.
"Anyway Pris is coming over in about half an hour so we can go shopping! Maybe?" He pleaded. He knows I hate shopping with a passion and for good reason. I hate going to shopping malls and seeing stupid bitches giggling with their friends or trying on small tight slutty clothes. It made me feel self conscious as ever.
"Get out" I whined.
"Pleaseeeee?" He begged.
"I need to get dressed don't I?" I pointed to my Adventure Time PJ's I had been wearing since yesterday.
"Thank you so much Lexxxxxie" He said dragging out the x, on his way to the door. I decided to just answer him with a death stare and leave it at that.
After he left, I got up and trudged around my messy room. I opened my closet and started in awe at all the band shirts I have. I decided on a Parkway Drive shirt and black skinny jeans. Nothing special, because I'm nothing special. I sighed and put on the clothes that I can already feel becoming too tight, looks like I'm going another week without eating. I walked over to my mirror and stared at my repulsive appearance. No one could hate me more then I already hate myself. I'm just one big disappointment. I traced the scars and fresh cuts grazed into my arms. I decided on a Man Overboard jumper to cover them up. I took another look in the mirror and was still disappointed. Disgusted. The only thing I barely like and when I say barely I mean barely is my fire red hair and strong cheekbones.
"Done?" Felix knocked, pulling me out of my self loathing state.
"Yeah" I answered. I grabbed a fifty dollar note and shoved it in my pocket alongside my phone. I opened the door to see Priscilla already standing in the corridor of the house alongside Felix.
"Mum I'm going out, don't wait up" I yelled to Mum upstairs.
"Don't be too late, will you honey?" Mum asked as she walked down the stairs meeting me at the bottom.
"Yes Mum" I rolled my eyes.
"Okay be good" Mum said as she furrowed her eyebrows.
"Oh by the way the house next door got sold, some British family brought it and they have two sons, one about your age and the other a bit younger" Mum said delightedly.
"Oo la la British boys" Priscilla winked.
"The last thing I need is some snobby posh kids living next door" I moaned.
"Give them a chance Lexxie, you might like them" Mum lectured.
"Whatever" I saluted as I walked out the door.
"Where driving in my car, get in." I said sternly. I'm not taking anyone's shit today.
"SHOTGUN" Priscilla yelled.
"Fuck" Felix murmured.
I mentally sighed and started up the car.
We arrived at the plaza of shops 15 minutes later. I pulled into a familiar car park and switched the engine off. Deep in thought just sitting for a minute.
"Ahh you okay?" Felix questioned as he tapped my shoulder.
"Yeah of course" I said shrugging his arm off. I'm not much for physical contact. I like to be left alone. I don't like hugs or holding hands or any of that shit.
Felix sighed.
We hopped out of the car and made our way inside. I started feeling very uncomfortable. I don't like crowds of people. Felix and Priscilla wandered into a sports store and left me walking around aimlessly. I stared at the ceiling as I walked, lost in the lights that surrounded me. Unaware of the stares I was getting.
"Is she on hunger strike or something?' A cocky middle age male said to who appeared to be a girlfriend or wife, I was unsure. I felt the anger well inside me as I replayed the snide remark in my head over and over again. Without realising I charged straight into a stranger causing us both to fall on the cold floor.
"Watch it yeah?" I spat the rhetorical question at the stranger as I lifted myself from the floor.
I watched him pick himself up. Only now just realising how attractive he really was. Beautifully toned and tattoo covered arms. Some of the patterns so beautiful and exotic. From what I could tell he had a lot more on his chest and neck but I averted my eyes to his gorgeous facial features, nicely cut brown hair and stunning big brown eyes.
"You ran into me ya fucking twat." The boy said with a gorgeous British accent.
I flipped him off and stormed away, knowing he was right but too stubborn to say it. The last thing I saw from the beautiful stranger was a seductive smirk creep on his face.
I decided to find a small coffee shop and divert my thoughts away from the event that just occurred. I found a nearby starbucks and debated for a long period of time to get a coffee or not I finally settled on just getting water.
I'm going back to the car meet me there - I sent a text to Felix and Priscilla.
10 minutes later I saw them approaching the car with many shopping bags. After they managed to fit all their shit in the car we drove home in silence.
"You can just drop me off at Felix's house, I'm staying the night anyway" Priscilla murmured quietly.
"Of course you are" I whispered. I'm not jealous, well I am but not how you think. I just felt a little excluded but if they invited me I probably would of said no anyway. So I don't blame them for giving up on me, everyone eventually dose, it was just a matter of time really. They will probably leave me soon. Just like everyone else.
I dropped them off and made my way home. Iv'e decided to spend the rest of what I had left of my holidays watching Skins and Misfits that way I won't let anyone down or annoy anyone or whatever.
"I'm home" I yelled as I walked through the front door of my shitty house.
"Oh good, the new neighbours are coming around tomorrow at 12 so please be nice." Mum begged.
"No promise's" I said bluntly. Mum shook her head and walked away. Typical. Now for a nice night of sleep I think. I trudged to my room and fell asleep quickly, letting myself forget all about the tattoo covered boy.
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Hey guys this is my new Oli Sykes Fanfic please tell me what you think?
and no Oli cuteness just yet, I need to ease him into the story first!
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Death Bed (Oliver Sykes)
FanfictionOliver is the new British boy in town. He moves next door to a girl who can't love herself let alone someone else. Little dose she know Oliver is the one she had been waiting for her entire life. But Oliver is broken and nobody knows what it was tha...