Deeper Meanings (on hold)

shots of this, shots of that.

READ THE NOTE AT THE END. Cheers

(be warned that I wrote this at like 12:30 at night because I couldn’t sleep so I spontaneously started to wright again so excuse my non edited chapter – hopefully I will edit in the near future)

‘There isn’t any problem that can’t be solved by getting really, really drunk’

-          My tumblr (the picture on the side)

~ shots of this, shots of that ~

As of now I’m sitting, well lying, on the floor in a sweat playing with Harrys hair. After dancing that much I think a well needed rest was good for all of us. I felt the corner of my lips twitch as a slight smile formed; I haven’t felt like this in a long time, the feeling of freedom. I looked around me and I saw that harry was almost asleep under my touch, Louis was staring at the ceiling looking as if he was high, Liam and Zayn were not in sight and I could hear Niall shuffling around in the kitchen. I could hear the heavy drops of rain on the rooftop, at least the lightning and thunder has stopped for now.

“Well I’m bored” stated Louis “I’m soooo bored” he said again.

With that he jumped up with energy that came from know where and started search for something. I watched as he tried to navigate his way around my living room and from the expression on his face, he was searching for something and wouldn’t stop until he got it.

“Louis, what are you looking for” I ask him

“Vodka” he replied

“Vodka…. Wait what?” I exclaim

To be honest I wasn’t quite sure if he was serious or just joking around, I mean would a good boy like him know how to have a good time under the influence of alcohol? Well I guess I shall soon find out.

I stood up disrupting Harry’s fantasy of being a cat and moved to my hiding place. This is where I kept all my stash, including shot glasses. I turned to see both Louis and Harry’s faces light up at the sight of the liquid.  

“God Louis this is the best idea you have come up with” Harry said “just the thing to keep my jitters asleep”

Both of them quickly helped me set up the shot glasses and I went into the kitchen to chop lemon up for the tequila. I walk in to find Niall pigging out on a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

“how is it that you are always hungry” I ask him

“muskjfdh msisfs msusm mmm” he attempted to say with a mouthful of food

“Ok Niall, ok” I said with a laugh

I got two lemons out and sliced them then moved around Niall to get the salt, placing it all on a plastic tray ready to go. I looked back at Niall one last time and he was pulling the strangest face, I couldn’t help but to laugh.

“what’s that look for Niall” I asked

“Are you getting tequila ingredients ready or am I have a bizarre dream”

I shook my head, “don’t worry you’re not dreaming, but are you in for a good time”

“Hells yeah I am”

“WAIT” I scream at them

All three; Louis, Harry and Niall are in ‘mid shot ‘I guess you can call it. They all put down there glasses and look at me as if I have just killed the Easter bunny.

“Are you backing out Skyyyyy” Louis teased

I gave him a glare and without a sound stood up and got my phone and then sat back down in a swift movement. I unlocked my phone then went through looking for a particular song I wanted to play.

I pressed play and waited for their reactions, the song ‘shots’ by LMFAO started to blast through my phone and huge grins filled there handsome faces.

“Anyway where were we” I say “wait for the chorus boys”

We came to party rock

Everybody its on

Let's go Shots

I chugged one shot down my throat and I could feel it run down leaving that burning sensation that I love, soonly followed by the strong taste and smell of the Vodka that I’ve just consumed. It was like my whole body went on auto-pilot as my hand automatically went to pick up my second. I could still hear the music going and saw all the boys going for their next as well.

shots shots shots shots shots

shots shots shots shots shots

shots shots shots shots shots

We all downed about 4 to 5 each which is a pretty decent effort, I stood up and moved to my stereo plugging in my party music because I knew this was only the beginning. More dancing, more laughs and more consumption of alcohol, soon the heavy rain outside became a blur and meshed into s rhythm with the music.

~ 20 minutes later ~

The music cut off suddenly and I hear a voice yell “what the hell is going on here”. We all looked to see were the voice came from and it was of course Liam, with Zayn standing behind him.

“Were having shitsss liamm” studded Niall and I giggled at the sound of his loopy voice

“There is no harm Liam, have some fun” said harry

“What you guys seem to forget is that we have a reputation to up hold and we can’t be seen like this” Liam snapped back

I’m not entirely sure why but his remark made me angry and hurt; did Liam think that less of me that he and the other four need to keep their fake wall up and uphold there rep?. It wasn’t if I was a part of the media or a ‘die hard directioner’. I thought we were past that and I thought we were friends almost?

“Why Liam, who is going to see” I snapped back with more aggression that was needed. “it’s not like you’re out in public, you’re in MY house with MY alcohol, I mean I thought you didn’t have to hide who you are from me. I guess not then”

I heard Liam sigh and saw the hurt in his eyes and the regret of his choice of words and I was beginning to regret mine too. Well things exhilarated quickly.

“I’m sorry” I quickly say before he has the chance to say anything “can’t you just have a bit of fun?”

All you could hear was the rain and you could cut the tension in the air.

“I guess your right” Liam finally says with a smile while picking up a bottle and taking a swig

“That’s my boy” yells Niall

And before we knew it the ‘party’ was back on and we were at it harder than ever. Soon enough the rain and music again blurred into one, my stomach started to feel uneasy, colours started to become brightened and I could feel every drip of sweat running down the back of my neck.

If there were two things I was certain of in the morning;

1 – I will need a long shower

2 – I’m going to have the worst hangover

~

And that is finally another chapter. im sooooo sorry its so short

Ok so I know I have like fallen off the face of the earth and im really sorry about that but truth be told is that I have so much school work and my dance is getting really heavy that wattpad slowly faded away BUT don’t worry because I won’t be leaving again hopefully.

I also haven’t had much inspiration but over the last few months a lot has happened so I decided to write again. Hopefully my writing isn’t too bad and that I don’t suck so your comments and reviews would be much appreciated. Also if you could LIKE and SHARE that would be swell J

It would be awesome if you could FAN and MESSAGE me because I feel lonely haha

Thanks, parris

Mwah xx