Dan POV
Phil just crinkled his nose and said "gender? Fears? Loves? Dreams? Hopes? Sound like it's from a book though. I can answer them. I'm scared of the dark." I giggled and said "oh my god. I'm scared of thunder and I'm scared of hurting someone's feeling. Your fear is normal. It's simple and okay." My fears are extremely sensitive and I guess I was born like that with those fears. "My loves? I love kittens. They're are so cute and I wish I was a kitty." Said Phil. He's so cute! He like kittens. JUST LIKE ME. I blurt out "I love kittens too!! Here's a secret: I like drawing whiskers on my face when I'm sad. It makes me believe I'm cute." Phil then smiled and said "but.. Why?.. You are.. Never mind.. It's stupid anyways." He hid his face in his hands and laughed. I'm what? Then he scratched his head and said "my dreams? I dream that I'll have the best family ever with 2 children and me and my meant to be will raise them on nirvana and bands. It'll be the best years of my life!" He likes bands!? He likes kittens and bands. He's like another me, just with a better face. "You-you like BANDS!? I love bands? One of my favorites are muse and my chemical romance!" Phil's expression was in awe and he nodded up and down "I love muse! My chemical romance is incredible. My favorite song is "mama" or maybe "destroya" I find destroya very hot.." I don't blame him. Gerard's moans could get anybody on. I just bit my lip thinking about the song Destroya. I then hear Mr. Maurer say "Is everybody done?" Everybody said yes and then the bell rang to go to the next class. "So I'll see you later during Lunch right?" I asked.
He smiled and said "I hope so! Nice meeting you well Dan."
I guess I found a new friend today. That's kind of a record for me. I never actually had a real friend. They all left me because of my homosexuality. Which as if I was a fuck up for being me. My dad even hates me because I'm gay. Well, my step dad hates me. My dad would of never hated me. I shake those thoughts out of my head and walk to class 118, technology.
This chapter was shitty as fuck I'm sorry guys😔❤️ I've been busy lately 😁 I'm going to write the next chapter later!!
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Show your true colors, Dan (Phan)
FanfictionIt's Dan Howell, age 16, first day of his new school. He has a heart breaking past and bullies just don't budge to bully the heck out of him. But a blue eyed bubbly yet mysterious boy meets with him in school. What if this blue eyed boy changes the...
