Behind the Lense with One Direction

Chapter 15

[A/N] Sorry I havent put up anything in a while I was just to lazy to write XD but hey Im sick today so I stayed at home and I finished typing this chapter (Ive been workig on it for like 2 weeks) hope you like it. Comment/Vote what you think and if you love it (: <3, Maggie

*Niall’s P.O.V.*

“I think I'm going home, I don’t feel well” Maggie said looking pale as ever.

“Do you want me to drive you home?” I asked, not wanting her to be alone, I knew she was sad about something and I didn’t wasn’t to leave her alone if she was sick.

“You have a video to shoot Niall, I’ll be fine” She smiled weakly, it pained me to see her this way and not knowing what was wrong.

“They don’t need me anymore, I want to take care of you” I replied holding her waist up, her body was weak and I had to almost hold her up.

“Actually, they still need you for another scene” I heard Gina say behind me. I couldn’t believe she was still here.

“It’s ok, I texted Desi to come and pick me up, she will be here soon.”  Maggie commented trying to hold herself up and walk.

“Are you sure?” I questioned.

“Yeah, yeah, I’ll be fine” She answered swatting her hand up and down. I nodded and went to hug her and kiss her lightly on her head.

“I love you Princess” I said to her before leaving.

*Maggie’s P.O.V.*

I felt horrible. I never thought throwing up would make me feel this way. The acid burned my throat but that wasn’t all that burned inside me, the guilt was killing me. Why am I feeling guilty about this? I sat on a comfy couch waiting for Desi to come and pick me up from this nightmare I was in. I had to watch Niall kiss that skinny bitch three times already, and every time they did, it felt like my heart was getting stabbed by a thousand knives. I was too weak  to look away, then my phone buzzed in my pocket.

From: Desi(: :

They won’t let me in. I'm outside of the place. Come out, but be careful there is about a million screaming girls outside.

I gathered all  my strength to get up and walk outside. I didn’t want anyone to see me and I didn’t wasn’t to see anyone.

I slowly made my way outside; the air was still chilly so I wrapped my arms around my body before I went outside. As I opened the door the screams of all the fans hit my ears. It was painful and soon enough I had a headache. I made my way to where I saw Desi’s car and got in it.

“What happened to you? You look horrible!” She asked touching my forehead checking for a temperature.

“Just get me out of here, please?” I asked wanting to be out of the screaming crowd. Desi drove away from the studio. We sat in silence for a long time. The sound of my sobs broke the silence after a while. I had physical pain over what I had seen and what I had done.

“Maggie, what happened?” Desi asked with concern, I didn’t answer, the tears were flowing out of my eyes non-stop. The image of Niall kissing Gina filled my mind. Maggie don’t be so stupid! He doesn’t love her like he loves you! Stop worrying so much. I thought to myself.

“What did Niall do?” She asked with a bit of anger in her voice. I tried my best to calm down and answer her.

“Nothing just something dumb” I wiped the tears off my face.

“What happened?” she asked again. I wasn’t going to tell her the truth, but I couldn’t lie to her.

“There was a girl there that was throwing herself at him. And then they kissed, but it was only for the music it still made me feel self-conscious, I'm just being a very jealous girlfriend that it” I said quickly, remembering what the girls had said in the hallway. I felt the tears coming again.

“It’s ok, being jealous just mean you care about him, but it’s just something he had to do, he feels nothing for her, and he loves you” Desi said trying to make me feel better.

“You're right, thank you” I answered, relieved to know I didn’t have to tell her anything else.

When we got home I went into my flat and plopped on my bed. I hugged my pillow and sobbed into it. Still thinking of everything that had happened. I also had ruined my chance to get a careen in photography, Henry probably thought I was a wimp. My phone buzzed in my pocket.

From: Desi (:

Hey you want something to eat?

I was hungry but I wasn’t going to give in, I wasn’t going to break what I had already started.

To: Desi (:

Naw its ok, I think I just need a nap.

I lied. I needed someone. I needed someone who understood me. I needed Kendra. I grabbed my laptop and went on Skype. Kendra was always on Skype. I found her and sent her a little message.

“Hey Boo (my nickname for her) I need to talk to you please, I really need you” Immediately I got a Skype call. I answered it eager to see her.

“Hey Bugger!” I heard her voice before I saw her face.

“Hey Boo!” my voice definitely sounded sad and weak.

“What's wrong?” I finally saw her. Her face close to the IPod she was using to talk to me. Her dark hair was as curly as I remembered. I talked to her for a while, she always made me feel better, always made me think.

After talking to Kendra I felt exhausted, my throat hurt and my tummy ached. I laid down on my ben ad placed the duvet over me. I felt my eyes instantly close.

*Victoria’s P.O.V.*

“What do you mean he ignored you?” I asked almost yelling at the girl standing in front of me.

“I got to her, but he wasn’t interested in me” She answered nervously. Gina was the model we hired to get Maggie off Niall’s mind. We couldn’t have someone like her date him, he was too good for her.

“Vicky, why don’t we just fire her and send her fat ass back to America?” Kyle suggested for the millionth time.

“I already told you! They will be too suspicious, we have to be subtle about this” I answered. “Ok, what do you mean you got to her?” I asked Gina.

“Well when I seduced him she got upset so she went to the hallways where some of the other girls talked about her, I'm pretty sure she did something to herself because afterwards she looked like shit” Gina explained. Her face was looking for acceptance, for approval.

“Good, maybe someday she’ll be good enough for him” I didn’t want Niall to date this girl. I didn’t want Niall to date any girl. Niall was innocent and loveable, he was like a good friend to me, I wanted to take care of him, that’s why I hired Maggie, so she could tell me everything he did, everything the whole band did. But the girl wasn’t talking. I respected her, she was nice, hardworking, and talented with a camera. Wait, I know how to solve this problem.

“I have an idea.”