*It hurts*
It hurts.
I can't lie.
Everyday I ask why.
Take away this pain.
I don't understand, what does it let u gain.
Finally I give up staring at their evil grin.
That's when I know I will never win.
I'm weak.
I'm too close to the peak.
I'm done.
The battle has been won.
I Lost the war.
I'm done, fighting no more.
I gave up, I wasn't strong.
No matter how much I say I'm right ill always be wrong.
Because I was different, not in a bad way.
But they always found a way to screw up my day.
I scream cry and bleed.
A little love is all I really need.
My heart has been torn into pieces.
My hope gone with all the 11:11 wishes.
No matter how much I try and escape the ache.
It always beats me, my body quakes.
I scream and cry and bleed.
A little love is all I really need.
How much longer til I die.
I can't stand another lie.
Another heartbreak. Another dream.
What did any of it mean.?
Another smile another tear.
Another laugh another fear.
But I'll keep fighting I promised him.
Sorry, but you didn't win.
Not now not ever. I'm strong!
They were wrong!
I'm going to make it.
Because I scream and cry and bleed.
But I found all the love I need
