Don't you ever wonder if there's more to this life?
More then waking up and going back to sleep.
That maybe there really is love somebody out there who is yours to keep.
As your broken heart sings the blues.
You still don't have a fucking clue.
You like him but someone else is on your mind.
you know in your heart a Boy like him, is hard to find.
There's still that constant tugging at your heart.
And it torments your broken soul.
Because he's a good boy nice and right, but he'll never understand you.
He'll never understand why your sad some days for no reason at all.
He won't be able to pick you up when you fall.
The person before him knew you better.
His touch sent shivers up your spine.
Too bad that love is hard to find.
He's gone now though, like the leaves in fall.
Sometimes though you pick up the phone, wanting to call.
You dial the number and almost press send until you remember the other boy.
The other boy that makes you 'happy'.
You don't want him though, you want the boy that came before him.
The one who knew you better than you knew yourself.
To bad darling he left awhile ago.
You try and talk but no one understands.
So you just stop, sit silently and cry.
No one even knows why.
But the the boy before he knows why, he knows you're crying because of him.
He doesn't care.
So why do you?
I guess you don't want to think its true.
But it is sweet girl, he cares no more.
You just want it. Back to before.
The past is the past and the present is now, get over it an move on.
But what if that was the only thing that brought you joy.
Then what?
Then how can you ever be happy?
You can't.
