Phan One-Shots

Sad Song

You and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.

Dan felt the best he had in years. He had finally found his best friend and the love of his life: Phil.

With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

Before Phil, Dan felt alone and dead inside. His heart had been broken so many times but Phil had changed that.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

It was the night of their first date. They ended up on their roof just watching the stars and talking. After a minute of silence, Dan leaned over and kissed him. It was a beautiful moment and neither boy wanted it to end.

With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.

Dan sometimes wondered if they fell to fast. Then he remembers that it's okay because Phil had helped move on from the past. Away from all the shadows that used to follow him and annoy his brain.

With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.

Phil had seen and dealt with Dan's crisis and breakdowns. After each one he would tell Dan that he was "a beautiful mess" They had grown practically inseparable and even more in love. Now Phil was going to make a big move but he was scared that maybe Dan would say no.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

It was their 4 year anniversary. They were back up on their roof enjoying the stars and each other.
Suddenly Phil sat up and started talking. "Dan, I love you so much and I can't imagine my life without you. Since this where we shared our first kiss, I felt it practical to be here when I asked you...Will you marry me?" Dan said yes of course.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

As a married couple with two kids now, Dan and Phil were happy. Then one day things turned sour. They started fighting and it only got worse. Their kids being only 4 and 6 didn't understand what was going on but knew something was wrong.Eventually Phil couldn't take it so he told Dan that he needed to get away for a couple weeks and that he would be with PJ. After he left, Dan ended up crying almost everyday and he felt his shadows coming back.

You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.

Only 3 days after Phil left he came back. The pair realized that they completed each other and couldn't stand being apart. They had become part of each other and it hurt to not be complete. The fear that what they had was gone disappeared and they promised never to be part if they could help it.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

It had been a blissful 30 years; no more horrible fights, two wonderful children and a promise that had been kept. Dan was at home waiting for Phil to get back from work. That's when he received a call from the hospital. He dropped the phone and ran out the door, endless scenarios running through his head. None of them ended well.

Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.

Its been five years. Dan is sat talking to Phil. He tells him about his day, how the kids are doing, how much the world has changed in those five years. As the sun disappears, Dan stands up after telling Phil he loves him and how much he misses him. He begins his long walk home, smiling while a tear slips down his face. Dan turns around one last time and says " We'll be together soon. I keep my promises"

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

A/n I'm sorry. If it makes you feel better it hurt to write the ending. Peace out m8ers