Fearless |sm|

ch. 8

(Amanda's Pov)

Shawn's voice was the only thing i wanted hear right now. Screams where being said as i felt myself being pushed in wherever i was in. I couldn't open my eyes. I couldn't move anything in my body and my mind wasn't cooperating with me.

"SIR WE NEED YOU OUT OF THE ROOM." A voice bellowed. I heard grunt noises and muffled scream's that came from....Shawn?

"NO STOP, I NEED TOO SEE HER! LET ME GO." A voice cried out. It WAS Shawn.

Then everything was silent.

Then out of no where, i could see everything so clearly. Can i walk? Yes i could. I ran out the room i was in and saw Shawn sitting with his friends that were probably with Magcon.

"Shawn?" I yelled out. No one turned to me. I said it loud enough for everyone to hear me. Shawn's head was bowed down and his hand were on his face. His eyes were red and puffy and A boy with bright blue eyes slapped him lightly on the back and started rubbing it up and down.

"SHAWN! I'M RIGHT HERE." I said on top of my lungs. Still, no heads were turning to me. My eyes teared up. Why couldn't they hear me? Shawn was now bursting out into tears and i couldn't help myself but crash into the floor and start sobbing like hell.

"I-i don't even k-know how t-this happened." Shawn croaked out in between tears. I wiped my eyes with my sleeves and walked into my room. But something i saw stopped me. It was ME lying in bed. Is this just my imagination? I thought to myself. I walked over to my body and took a look at myself. God, i was fucking pale. And BONY, there was a heart monitor right next to me, and it was getting slower each minute. Am i dying? Nonono i can't die right now. I had to fight it! I felt like ripping my hair off. Then i heard 2 people enter the room. A doctor, and Shawn.

"We found the cause for her food poisoning." The doctor said. "It was from this pudding cup, someone tried to poison her, we don't know who yet, but this is all we know right now."

I remember a lady asking me if i wanted a pudding cup. I don't remember what she looks like though.

"Is she, going to be ok?" Shawn said with anger in his voice. His fist were clenched and his teeth was gritted and his face reddened with anger. I hate to see him like this.

"Well, Shawn, that's the problem we have right now, she has a 15% chance of living. I'm sorry Shawn." the doctor said giving him a pat in the back before leaving the room.

15% LIVING? I silently cried to myself. But wait, no one could hear me anyways, i was just my own imagination. So, i fulled on cried. I crashed myself onto the floor and cried what i had left in my body. After 15 mins, all the tears i had left, and i couldn't cry anymore. Shawn just looked at my lifeless body on the bed and held my bony pale hands.

"God, if you hear this, please help me, and Amanda out. She's the love of my life, i love everything about her. I love her smile, the way her hair falls back when she's walking, or running. I love the way she laughs, and the way she talks. I love how she isn't afraid to do anything. She's my everything. God i just love her. Please, help her out. Amen." Shawn said before wiping the tear off his red face.

I was shocked when i heard this. I never knew one person could have this much affect in me. Shawn was MY everything also. I hated how he was so upset, because of me.

Then, I could feel everything functioning. I could feel my hands, and my legs. Everything suddenly became warm there was a burst of energy flying through my body, my body was bursting with life as i could feel my surroundings.