(Amanda's pov)
1 month of me being pregnant and i already want this baby out. I hate morning sickness so fucking much. My mood swings have been taking over me for a while now. Some times at work i turn into a cold bitch in front of the customers or even my co workers. My weird cravings have been getting worst too. Some times i'd be craving wings, and the next thing i would be craving sushi or chick fil a. Shawn has been a great husband about it. He doesn't complain. Not that much. He takes some time off work to spend more time with me. I love spending time with him, we would mostly watch movies and cuddle while talking about how the baby would be like.
My parents have been thinking that i should hold a baby shower. I told them no, i don't really like parties that much anymore, i'd probably get tempted to get drunk and kill the baby, i don't want to take that chance. Today was a Monday and i just got back from another tiring day from work. I walked into the house to be relieved with the spell of Spaghetti & Muffins.
"Welcome home my 2 babies." Shawn said giving me a kiss on the lips and on my stomach. My baby bump was barely noticeable.
"I cant wait to eat what you cooked." I said dropping my purse and keys on the countertop.
"Spaghetti and Muffins, great combo right?" Shawn chuckled while stirring the spaghetti sauce.
"What kinda Muffins?" I asked. I prefer Blueberry muffins over chocolate chip muffins, either way there still really good.
"I tried i different recipe, its an oatmeal raisin muffins, its really good so i kinda ate half of the muffins i baked." Shawn chuckled.
"Your a fat ass." I said playfully while rolling my eyes.
"HEY! Dont use that language in front of our baby! He/she can hear you know!" Shawn yelled at me before pouring spaghetti sauce on our noodles.
"Its only been 1 month! She probably haven't grown ears yet." I scoffed.
"True, so do you want to watch a movie tonight?" Shawn said, before setting our plates on the dinner table.
"Sure, we will have a fatty movie day." I giggled taking a huge bite of spaghetti. My tongue danced around with goodness.
"And IM the fatass?" Shawn said sarcastically while rolling his eyes.
"Hey! In the pregnant woman here!" I laughed at him.
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"Here, lets watch Up." I said throwing the disk at Shawn so he could put it in the dvd player.
5 mins into the movie i was already balling into tears, i hated how Ellie had to die and leave Carl alone.
"I want our relationship to be like theres." I sniffled looking at Shawn.
"You want the baby to die?!?!" Shawn gasped. I scoffed at him and slapped his shoulder hard.
"No! I just want us to stay together no matter what happens. I want us to never forget each other if one of us is gone." I sighed.
"We got married for a reason Amanda, i'll always love you, no matter what." Shawn said as he pressed his lips on my forehead.
"Im already to have this baby out." I giggled at Shawn.
"8 more months Amanda! Be patient." Shawn sighed.
The movie ended and we both sat on the couch for a while. I was still in tears because Ellie was finally living Paradise Falls, but without Carl. I just wanted to stay here, cuddling with Shawn forever. I cuddled closer to Shawn and i leaned my head onto his shoulder.
Everything seemed to fit perfectly into place.
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Fanfic|IN MAJOR EDITING| Amanda. Blonde Hair, sky blue eyes, a whole lotta attitude. She's the star quarterback of her football team. She's majorly popular, she isn't afraid of anything, and she isn't afraid to throw down anything that gets in her way. ...
