Iam shaking, loosing myself. Never thought I would be the one. Watching you in peace in a casket. I never thought I'd be the one. Who looses a loved one. Iam shoked, I search for your personality in your little brothers voice, we shared memories that were in common about you. Like everything you do that was serious always ends up funny. And I can't forget it. My mind won't let me. I stayed up thinking I should go with you. And vanish with you. Because I have a hard time believing that you hear me, I have a hard time believing that you still have feelings. I cried so much. So many times no one knew why? I cried in the mornings repeating to myself. That your no longer here, I've been dialing your number to find your not here. And it hurts so bad. My heart aches too see you. I hurt so bad my mind aches to remember you.
It hurts even more that no matter how much iam hurting you will never understand. Cuz now your 6 ft in the ground. Not breathing not thinking. I wanna forget you. Only Cuz iam hurting so much. But only Thinking of you takes me home to a time we use to be togather again. Best friends
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sense you passed away.
Spiritualhad you ever wonder what it was like to have someone you knew from head to toes. and loved dearly with all your heart. pass away. well we are about to discover what the emotions you have and feelings you feel.
