Even if you are a boy, I will still love you.

CHAPTER 28 I do feel painful for your hurt!

CHAPTER 28 I do feel painful for your hurt!

Author: Angelina

Translator阿C /Kornkong international FC

Before MaiDing can wait for AnZiyan's appearance, BaiXiaosi comes. BaiXiaosi shouts out MaiDing's name loudly downstairs in his dormitory. MaiDing looks down and finds BaiXiaosi's smiling face.
They sat down in a café near campus.
'Maimai, I am here say goodbye. I have to go back to America to continue my study.' BaiXiaosi comes in sudden, but also leaves like wind.
'Why don't you come back to study at home?'
'I don't want others to control me. They are so wordy that I hate them.'
MaiDing thinks she's similar to AnZiyan at this point. But as soon as he thinks of AnZiyan, MaiDing becomes upset, stirring the coffee with spoon. 'Er, Xiaosi, do you know what happened to AnZiyan?'
BaiXiaosi stares blankly for a while and stop smiling. 'I guess that guy must hasn't told you.'
'You really know about it?'
'His grandfather got ill and is staying in the hospital. Now he is companying his grandpa in hospital. His parents are always busy so actually An are brought up by his grandpa.'
'Why didn't he tell me after such accident? It's ironic that I know his thing from you.' Although MaiDing worries about AnZiyan's grandfather very much, the lover of AnZiyan is himself, who learns about his boyfriend's detail from others.
'Accoring to my experience from him, he doesn't want you to worry about him, so he didn't tell you.'
'But I may be more concerned in this way.'
'How can both of you have the same thought to one thing? AnZiyan is AnZiyan. You are you. Therefore, when it comes to a same thing, he doesn't want you to worry about him so he didn't tell you everything, while you don't want to be considered as a stranger. Both of you act out of your own standpoints and think of the other. So you can't blame him, right?'
BaiXiaosi's words let MaiDing cool down. What she said is reasonable. AnZiyan's grandpa becomes ill now, so it's not the time for being angry. MaiDing is not an unreasonable one. He himself has promised to stay beside AnZiyan, so he will behave himself well.
At least, now he has known about what happened to AnZiyan now. He feels much better than not knowing anything.
BaiXiaosi glances at the watch and stands up. 'It's time to leave.' After taking two steps, she turns around and smiles to MaiDing. 'MaiMai, I give AnZiyan to you, so you need to try your best to love him, using all your strength. Even if the whole world is against you, I, BaiXiaosi will bless you.' Having said all these, she waves her hand to MaiDing and leaves.
MaiDing stares at the direction where BaiXiaosi left, staying moved.
When MaiDing gets to the dormitory, LiMing hooks MaiDing's neck by hands. 'Hey bro, I make an appointment with some beautiful girls today, and we are going to have dinner tonight. Just come to fill the vacancy.'
MaiDing throws away LiMing's hands. 'I won't go.'
'Come on! We are bros. I know that you have lost interest of girls, so you won't rob their attention.'
'You are so wicked.'
'Every man for himself and the devil takes the hindmost. Come on. We haven't gone out for drinking for so long. You wait for AnZiyan like a sad wife every day. Why not find something to kill time?'
After being persuaded by LiMing for a long time, MaiDing finally agrees. It's a ridiculous party where boys and girls hugging with one another. Some girls come to toast to MaiDing when he's alone. MaiDing becomes drunken quickly. He looks out at the sky. It's late at night. He thinks of the night when AnZiyan carried him back home on the back that day. But what should he do now? He misses AnZiyan so much. How he wants to listen to An's voice, watch his bad smile and smell the fragrance from his clothes.
MaiDing finds himself painful when there's no AnZiyan beside him. MaiDing has realized that, so he prays AnZiyan to come back soon and hug him. Maiding thinks in this way, lying on the table.
LiMing has drunk a lot and stands up, preparing to pull MaiDing away. At this moment a girl in red stops LiMing, approaching him intimately. 'It's so late now that the dormitory has closed the door. Shall we open a room?' Her voice is so sweet that LiMing can't help accepting. He looks at MaiDing, 'But it's immoral to leave MaiDing alone for he's been so drunken now. I can't forget him'
'I don't let you forget about him. We can open two rooms. Now that we will go back to school tomorrow, he will be okay to live anywhere. Don't lie to me. You want to have fun with me, right? I won't agree with you unless tonight.'
Considering her words, LiMing thinks she's reasonable. Dormitory's door has been closed anyway. And AnZiyan is not there. It's a good way to open a separate room for MaiDing.
Therefore, LiMing gives the drunken MaiDing his arm. MaiDing falls onto LiMing, so LiMing feels exhausted. 'This guy! How much did he drink on earth?'
LiMing and MaiDing are taken to a motel by the girl, who opens two rooms. LiMing put MaiDing onto the bed and is going to wake him up from alcohol. But the girl pulls LiMing's shirt, 'Let's go. How long do you want me to wait for you?' Saying these, she drags LiMing out of the room. After they leave, JuLi enters into the room, looking at MaiDing drunken.
'MaiDing.' JuLi sits beside the bed.
MaiDing opens his eyes blankly. It takes a long time for him to make sure that the girl sitting beside the bed is JuLi. But his head is aching and he's sleepy.
JuLi begins to take off her clothes, revealing her slim body.
Why do girls like taking off clothes in front of him for AnZiyan? As a man, he should be excited, but he can't do that except AnZiyan. He will never drink alcohol anymore. This is the last thought before MaiDing falls asleep.
JuLi takes off MaiDing's clothes and she get into quilt. She takes out the cellphone and clicks the shooting button. Then she chooses a photo which can't identify her face. After finding AnZiyan's number in MaiDing's phone, JuLi clicks the sending button.
At this side, AnZiyan has been sitting outside the ward for several days, being tired. At midnight, the phone rings up. He takes out and reads the photo that MaiDing is lying on the bed with other girl. His eyes turn red and he grits his teeth. Finally he throws the phone to the wall angrily. There's only the phone's breaking sound in the silent hospital.
AnZiyan never knows that he could have such emotions, anger, pain and sorrow. Those emotions are created by being betrayed.
When seeing the photo of his lover in the phone, one can never calm down to distinguish whether it's real or false. He feels tired, no matter psychically or psychologically.
The next morning, when MaiDing's head is still aching, he sits up looking around. There's no longer JuLi. His clothes are complete on his body. There's only one moment when MaiDing thinks he had a dream last night. When he takes out the phone, his face becomes pale suddenly. The wallpaper of his cellphone becomes the picture that he sleeps with JuLi without clothes. He becomes nervous and wants to stand up from the bed to call AnZiyan. An unknown number calls in.
'MaiDing, I am JuLi. I forget to tell you that it has been late now. I have sent the photos to AnZiyan last night.' Saying that, she hangs up. MaiDing is utterly upset. Holding the last hope, he thinks AnZiyan will trust him like before. However, he has been dialing for the whole morning but fails to connect with him.
AnSu buys another phone for AnZiyan and changes a new SIM card. 'Why do you become so angry? Doesn't grandpa's illness turn better?'
AnZiyan doesn't answer her, but sits there indifferently, thinking the photo last night in his mind. Fxxk! AnZiyan wants to speak dirty words but he's too tired to say anything.
When the phone is well prepared, a call gets in.
'AnZiyan, er, listen to my explanation.'
'What can you say?'
The indifferent attitude upsets MaiDing. He grasps the phone tightly. 'You don't trust me?'
'You can fxxking sleep with anyone if you like. It's none of my business.' AnZiyan hangs up.
MaiDing stands there blankly. AnZiyan has never scolded him like that. MaIDing squats on the ground. What makes him sad is that AnZiyan didn't trust him. What on earth their love is, which is so easy to be broken? He misses AnZiyan every day, but what he receives is the sadness.
Who should be blamed for?
Is it wrong for AnZiyan to disbelieve MaiDing? But even AnZiyan can't calm down and forgive MaiDing when he receives his lover sleeping with others in the meanwhile he needs to worry about his grandpa.
Or is MaiDing too careless? But MaiDing didn't do anything wrong after all.
If something is wrong, their love should be blamed.
Love let both sides lose all their intellect and feel the real pain.

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