What can I say.
Let's say that I used to have a crush on this guy... Well... It was sort of longest. The second longest to be specific. I forgot him in vacation and I recently began school, 2 1/2 week ago to be specific. Again.
The feelings aren't there.
Just the connection.
It's hard being me. People look at me like a careless, funny, dummy person, but actually I'm hurting. I feel alone, I don't want to be that comedian friend, I want to be a Me.
Don't get me wrong being the loud of the group is super awesome and has its advantages, it's just. Something is bothering me that I don't if I could trust my group.
So... I'll tell you. A stranger.
I was walking down the hall, my friend left me,
BIG WOOP
So there was these girls, so the friendly me approached. They were trash talking so much of a girl. So so bad! I asked "Who?", let's say... Jess looked at me with these annoyed mind your own business eyes, okay... I understand. My bad., "Nothing. I don't want rumors", I nod shrugging, "I don't open my mouth", I answered, "Just forget it.", she sort of said shutting me off and let's say, Diane. Cut me sort of moving me out the way. "Are you rejecting me?", I say, shocked... Insulted. "Ummmm. I mean... Yeah... Sort of.", she said turning her back.
Unmmmm do you know who I am?
I can make anyone cry.
I know who they were trash talking, which happens to be the ex-girlfriend of my I guess 'ex' crush. I don't know what I should do but...
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I don't fucking forget that fast. Okay? I will cut you down. I WILL destroy you. You'll regret even fucking bumping into and shutting me down. That. Day.
-Calixx😒✌🏿️
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SpiritualitéDo I have to try? Everyone needs someone that can listen to them. I trusted but I got betrayed. Life is going to hell but everyone keeps moving. Why try.
