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What would see a person?

28.08.2015

What would see a person?

What would see a person if he opened the door to my room now?

Why did I say he? Because I wanted to.

He would see a pale light trying to escape from the white rectangle. It's my phone. But I'm brave. I won't let this light leave me. Not now.

If this person opened the door to my room a few minutes ago, he would see a shivering creature. It's cold here.

If this person came closer, he would be able to hear little sobs.

If this person came closer than he was then, he would see a face.

Ugly face with tears in its red eyes.

It sounds emo. Have I became emo already?

What would see a person if he opened the door at the same time but yesterday?

Probably a sleeping creature. Sleep is good. But sometimes it doesn't want to come easy.

No, it's my fault. We aren't best friends with the sleep.

But what would see a person if he was my mum?

She would see her daughter with her phone when she should be sleeping. She would be angry.

But at least she cares.

If she came a few minutes ago, she would see a shivering body. I think she would close the window. Or maybe not.

If she came closer than she was then, she would see that her daughter is actually crying.

She would hug her and asked what happened.

Or maybe not. Her daughter isn't a child anymore.

But what if this person, would be my best friend?

She would see her best friend trying to write another horrible thing on her phone. Trying to find a WiFi.

She would see a little munchkin shivering too hard to even imagine that. She would take off her comforter and throw it away laughing.

If she came closer, she would see munchkin's face in tears with horrible bloody red eyes. She wouldn't ask what happened. She would just stay there to comfort her.

But no one would see girl's soul. I'm that girl and even I don't see it sometimes. Sometimes I'm not myself. I'm a person. A stranger who can't see this girl's soul.

And you know what?

Maybe this person would see me crying. My mum would see her crying daughter. My best friend would see her little crying munchkin.

But no one came that night.

Actually this night.

A/N it isn't that emo as it looks and school starts tomorrow where are my holidays