It has been 3 weeks and i want him so bad! I can't beleieve that Brendon Urie likes me! I miss him but i keep telling myself to shut up because he could get in trouble, hes famous and do i even deserve him?
I guess i should spend the rest of my summer crying about how much i miss him!
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These three weeks have been great! I dont even miss her! I have to live my life without her and just forget that even happened! Who am i kidding im dying without her!
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He hasnt answered my texts in the past 4 days and im worried!
All i could do is sit here and wonder.
Wonder if hes thinking about me, wonder if he is being honest with me, wonder if he actually likes me...
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I have no time to text her but when i do its brief. I like her but i don't know if this is going to work. It breaks me so much to think of what she would say when i told her.
*13 months later*
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In about 4 months he should be back home. Does he even remember me? We haven't talked since nearly the beginning of his tour! I still listen to his music. Stalking him on instagram constantly!
Then i notice on his instagram a post of his tour schedule in a month he will be performing back in las vegas! It was only about 15 minutes away! I was going to this concert! I scrapped up every penny that i could find!
V.I.P passes would cost A LOT but i don't care and if i find out that he does remember me and still likes me then that would be a waste of money but i don't care!
Birthday money and my savings came to about $200! I don't need front row seats but the V.I.P passes cost $80 bucks online so...
**2 months later**
"Mom im going out with a friend!"
"You made a friend!?"
"Um yeah!"
"Okay sweetie be home before midnight!"
"Oh i will!"
Okay i did have to lie to her because she doesn't allow me to go to concerts by myself! I call a cab and I'm off!
