I arrived at the concert and I'm terrified! As soon as i make it into the center of the crowd a moshe pit forms! Im pushed eventually so hard that i fall. As i try getting up someone steps on my hand! Eventually i get up on my feet and find my way out of the moshe pit. Brendon finally makes his way on stage.
I start crying. Not because hes beautiful and not because i miss him but purely because of the way he talks. I felt like i was not even there.
"I once met a fan and she told me this was her favorite song and when i met her i just thought she was something else. So i thought why not play that song today." Brendon stated before igniting the angelicness of his voice into the microphone.
Omg i thought I was special but obviously not! How could i even beleieve for a second that i was special to such a person!
**brendon starts singing**
Wow what an idiot am i? He was talking about me! I smirk. This is the song that i told him was my favorite! But just 'something else' Really?
His voice is so..so seductive so smooth so...so perfect. I start bawling my eyes out in the thought he remembers me! Mixed emotions running through my head as i let the peircing sound of such a breathtaking voice run through my head.
The concerts over and its time for v.i.p time backstage so i head back there. Brendon assistant leads me through cold, metal double doors into a small room with a couch and a window with a table Benson's nowhere to be found but his assistant reassures me that he'll be in soon.
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I love my fans but im so fed up with annoying questions that are irrelevant and surreal! I can't take it i need to leave this hellhole it was fun at first but im tired of it!
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Brendon walks in and sits down before he looks at me. As soon as he looks up he realizes who i am and comes over to me with the widest, cutest smile ive EVER seen! He hugged me so tight and i never wanted it to end!
Brendon sits down on the other couch just incase someone comes in. Sure enough someone did.
Sarah comes in looking pretty mad, face bright red. "Exuse me for interupting mamm!" Sarah says to me trying to be nice. "Brendon we need to talk!" She pulls him out into the hallway! About ten minutes later they come back in.
