When i woke up i was on the couch. in my house. it was a dream. a perfect dream. why did it have to be such a perfect dream leaving me miserable when i awoke. i checked the time on the cable box. 10:19 was the time.
i was bored and sad. why not play my phone? HOLY SHIT WHERE WAS IT!? i couldnt find it anywhere. i checked in every crack and every crevase. "Mom i have a problem."
"what is it honey?" my mom said concerned
"i cant find my phone. anywhere."
"oh yeah. you left it at brendons house he just texted me. he forgot to bring it when he brung you home this morning. he said he'd give it to you when he comes to pick you up today at four."
holy shit! it wasn't a dream. i knew brendon. i wa having a relationship with that man. brendon urie.omg and he was coming to pick me up. at my house. me. hazel dakota. shit he was picking me up at four? "wait mom. your okay with this."
"you going with brendon."
"ok mom. i just."
"Hazel? do you have a you know... crush on brendon?"
i look up at her awkwardly
"oh my god. you do." she chuckles
"mom i can't keep it a secret. im dating someone and yes its brendon."
"well im not one to judge i mean he cant be that much older than you."
"oh no.no" i say worried that she could tell i was lying
"ok sweetie as long as your not you know."she smirks
"OH OH NO MOM NO. you dont have to worry about that."
"i better not have to worry about it. youve got four years."
"two years." i bargained jokingly
"deal." she says with a disappointed look
i ran to my room to get ready. i smiled widely and karate kicked the air in a excited way. i grabbed my favorite pair tight black mini skirt, f.o.b muscle tank, black sports bra, black vans (because my converse were soaked), and knee high neon pink socks. i felt pretty. i brushed my hair and threw it in a loose but relatively high pony tail. i did a casual brown smokey eye and a black slightly winged liner.
Something i just realized was when i fell asleep i was naked. when i woke up i was wearing brendons robe. He had put it on me when i was sleeping and i feel good about it. this was someone i knew i could trust. i picked up brendons blue, silk robe and put it to my face. i inhaled deeply. it smelt good, like... like sexy guy smell.
the adrenaline kicked in. i was excited. i jumped up. "yess!" i chanted. i looked at my clock. still only 12:03. i sighed. well why not watch tv. only four more hours.
