Beautiful and Broken

Part 11

Don't mind my feelings,
Seriously it's ok don't worry my heart's only ripping into thousands of pieces whenever you talk about her,
It's not like you ever loved me anyways,
Your just slowly killing me on the inside,
No it's ok, i'm fine...
I'd rather have you happy with her then be miserable with me.
I'm Sorry that I couldn't see how much you still loved her,
You're perfect together, you and her.
I just wish it didn't kill me to see you happy with someone else.
I haven't yet accepted that I no longer am the one that makes you smile when you're down,
Or that she's your world now and I'm the one destroying it.
I can't do anything anymore without thinking about you,
But that doesn't matter because you love her... I don't want to ruin your life more then I have.
I'll try to stay away, I'll try not to cry over you, I'll try to forget you and move on.
I'm trying so hard but I can't forget you or our memories together, I can never unlove you I loved you so much and it's hurting me im the end.
And I'm so so sorry...