My life as a vampire (MATURE HARRY STYLES FANFIC)

Chapter 2- memories

A memory popped into my head when i looked at a familiar tree. H+D. Was written on it with a heart around the marking.

"Urgh why are things so complicated?!" I screeched.

I looked down and jumped down the tree and slowly walked up to the tree with the signing on it.

"Fuck you!" I yelled at the marking tears started streaming down my face. 

I grabbed my keys that were inside my pocket and roughly glided it on the carvings that were made many years ago.

"Screw you!" I yelled and made sure the markings were completely scratched off.

I fell to my knees and started crying, i wiped my tears with the back of my hand and seen red tears smudged on my hand. I suddenly felt my stomach grumble. I felt empty. Wow who knew crying could do this to you.

I could feel my fangs start to grow I slowly licked my lips and breathed in, something smelled really sweet and good. I got up and started walking, the scent was getting stronger and stronger by each step i took. I look around and found what i was smelling this whole time, a deer.

I crept closer and closer trying to be as quiet as i could.

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"Damn it" i whispered. The deer head snapped my way and stared at me with wide eyes and started running in a random direction I gave it a head start because i knew i would catch up anyways, I started running after the deer and caught up I grabbed the deers body and tackled it down to the ground.

I sunk my teeth into the deers neck and felt it move under me, but it couldn't get out of my strong grip. The warm sweet blood slid down my throat making me feel better by each second. The deer started to slow down its movement, and I knew it was near its death. I drank as much blood as i could, knowing if i did i wouldn't need blood in the next couple days, which would cause less deaths.

Once i was done I felt guilty like always, I hate killing people, and animals. I hate being a damn monster i wish i was a normal human being i wish i didn't have to feed off living things , i wish i could just have my life back. I hate that i had to see my family grow old and die I hate to know that if i were to be a human i would already be a fucking grandma but I'm stuck in a teenagers body forever.... And i cant get out.

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