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A/N yay! I have over a hundred reads! Sorry for such the short chapter, I've been busy lately!

Humming 'My Dilemma' by Selena Gomez, it totally fit my mood, I hurried to lunch.

'Heres my dilemma, one half of me wants you, and the other half just wants to forget-' I hummed.

"Hi!"Sayer chirped, looking up from her book. I smiled in reply and sat down next to Sophie, across from sayer as she returned to her book, she always read durning lunch. It was the day after the dreaded music class, I still hadn't told anyone about the whole 'Sam' issue. It was far too embarrassing. "I watched pitch perfect last night, awesome movie!" Sophia said. Immediately, our table burst into conversation, we all loved that movie. Except for me, well, I loved the movie, but stayed quite, thoughtful. I decided to way my pros and cons of telling Sam I like him too.

Pros:

We could date

I would love that

Cons:

I might have herd him wrong and embarrass myself

Sophia and sayer would laugh

Sam is still far too arrogant

It could turn out badly

Pros:2 Cons:4

Cons win. Sighing, I took a bite of my burger. Who knew middle school could be so complicated?

"Hallie?" Kylie said, poking my shoulder. I snapped out of my thoughts "Hmm?" I said, looking up. "Sophia asked what your favorite scene was." Kylie told me, stuffing chips in her mouth. "Oh, ummm, the bathroom scene where they sing titanium." I told them, absentminded. They dove into conversation about the movie again. I sighed again. "Hola." Emily suddenly greeted us, slipping into a seat beside. "Oh, hey Em." I greeted her, taking a sip of my drink. "What's up?" She asked. I smiled and nodded in my friends direction "they're talking about Pitch Perfect." I told her. Her eyes lit up "No way! Best movie of the year!" And she was quickly swallowed in a heap of questions. I bit my lip, looking into the distance of nothing important. "Hey." I herd someone say, nudging me with their elbow. I looked up at a worried Emily. "You okay?" She asked. I smiled as reassuring as I could "ya, just thinkin." I said. She nodded, biting her lip like she still wasn't convinced. "You sure?" She asked again, I smiled and nodded. Or so I hoped.

"Quiet down please, we've got a lot to do today!" Mrs. Talbot, my English teacher yelled. I sat next to Tylia in class so it was never boring, which was nice. Especially today, I needed to keep busy so my thoughts wouldn't concentrate on, um, well, ya know. "Today we will be spending time writing in your journals, it will give you time to think." Mrs. Talbot announced. I groaned while everyone else smiled. Seriously? Out of all the days in the year? Why nooow? We all began pulling out our writing journals. I looked around, some people were whispering when Mrs. Talbot wasn't looking, others were writing, very few mind you, others were doodling, and some were napping. Sighing, I looked at the boy next to me, Nico was doodling a battle field in his journal. There were swords, shields, and names for each character he drew. There was Ciran, mike, Tim, Allison, Sara.... And Sam. I frowned, leaning back in my chair. Now that I knew I liked him, it was clear as day. And I liked him a lot. And to make matters worse, he liked me too. I almost laughed at the thought of how EVERY girl would want to have my 'problem'. But me. I've been enemies for too long now. I mean, he's still the arrogant jerk who likes to push me. I shouldn't like him.

I couldn't like him.

Ohhhhhh drama! Question of the update:Is Hallie making the right choice?

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