Babygirl|J.G.

NEW TOUR

I was sitting on my laptop 'literally' when i heard my YouNow notification go off saying 'JackGilinsky is live' so decided to go watch him. During the broacast he said he had something important and exciting to tell me. By the end of the broadcast he was walking to my house. 'ring' my doorbell rang. "Hey babygirl"

"Hey babe"

"so guys I'm going to go ahead and get off i'll be on later I promise and check out twitter for some suprises" he said to all his fan. He get's off and looks at me "What"

"Nothing i just don't know how you'll take the news"

"Jack tell me your scaring me"

"ok me, Johnson, Sammy, Skate, and Rupp are going on tour"

"WHAT!!!!!!!!!you just got back home from the last one last week"

"I know but this one is the real deal"

"you said that about the last one"

"Why are you mad"

"maybe because you just came back from being on tour for 5 months last week"

"babygirl co-"

"no don't 'babygirl' me" i cut him off mid way.

"Can we please talk about this"

"When are you leaving" I said while looking at the ground thinking about everything that may happen.

"In 3 days"

"wow and let me guess, you just found out" he was silent like i took his words away.

"do you not want me to go"

"what are you talking about"

"are you a little jelly"

"Jack shut up"

"No mia don't tell me to shut up"

"..................."

"what? no come back?"

"i just can't believe you called me Mia, you told me you would only call me that when you hate me"

"well maybe i do"

"stop"

"no because you can't understand my job" i quickly ran upstairs and found the one thing I was looking for, my blade. I took it and ran into the bathroom hearing Jack's footsteps behind me. I pulled up my sleeve revealing all the old and fresh scars, i began digging into my wrist when i saw Jack burst into the door. "Give me it"

"Why do you care"

"maybe because I love you Mia" I took it and dug right into my wrist making sure it was deep enough for it to bleed for a while. this was the first time I have ever cut infront of Jack and I truly didn't care at this point. "Babygirl"

"what"

"you promised me you wouldn't"

"and you promised me you would either"
"im sorry, i'm truly sorry babygirl I'm.so.sorry" he said inbetween kisses on my forehead. We sat on my bed in silence for an hour till he finally spoke...................

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That's all till tomorrow I'm on my laptop so the spelling is kind of cray cray......MUCH LOVE BABES let me know how you guys feel about my stories it would mean alot to me if i got some comments............