Spaces To Fill Book 1: Recuperation (COMPLETE)

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Tumakbo na ako..umuulan man o hindi..wala akong paki.. Pagtinginan man ako.. Wala na akong paki..

Ang mahalaga..

Makaalis ako..

Pero..kahit ata unconsciously alam pa rin ng paa ko kung saan ang dapat kong puntahan..

Ang natatangi kong 'safe zone'..

Ang lugar namin ni Shiloh..

Binagalan ko na ang pagtakbo ko..

Hanggang naglakad na lang ako..

Bawat hakbang.. Mas masakit..

Bawat patak ng ulan..mas mahapdi..

Umupo ako sa upuan sa tambayan namin..

Hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko..

Ni hindi na nga ako nakapag-isip pa..

Tumingala ako.. Pero nakapikit..

Basang-basa na ako..pero wala akong pakialam..

Manhid na ang buong katawan ko sa hapdi at kirot na nararamdaman ko..

Anong pakialam ko kung magkasakit ako??

Ang mahalaga..

Maitago ng ulan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko..

Kahit papaano..

Buti pa nga ang ulan..

Dinadamayan ako..

I can't believe what i just heard

Could it be true

Are you the boy I thought I knew

Naman! Pati ba naman dito..may kanta effect?????

Hinanap ko kung san galing yung kanta..

O_O

ANAK NG!!!

YUN DIN YUNG JEEP DATI!!!(See chapter 1 and 3)

MANONG TALAGA!!

The one who promised me his love

Where did it go

Does anybody ever know

Pumikit na lang ulit ako..

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never beat this much again

Oh no

I just can't let go

Aray! Patama yung kanta!!!!

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never love this much again

Oh no

Tonight i'll hold what could be right

Tomorrow i'll pretend to let you go

Umub-ob ako..umiyak ng umiyak..

BAKIT????

BAKIT NYA AKO SINASAKTAN NG GANITO???????

Durog na durog na ang puso ko..

Na ang bawat paghinga ko..

Mas sumasakit pa ito..

And were you ever what you seemed

Or was I a fool who fell in love

With her own dream

TANGA!!TANGA KA TALAGA!!!

BAKIT KA NANIWALA SA KANYA!!

And now you say you want to leave

Start a new life today

Those words I thought you'd never say

Dapat matagal ko na xang pinakawalan!!!

TANGA!!!

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never beat this much again

Oh no

I just can't let go

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never love this much again

Tonight i'll hold what could be right

Tomorrow i'll pretend to

Wake and put it all behind me

And find that I have finally found

Nakatingala ulit ako.. Wala na ako sa wisyo..

Bakit??

Ibig sabihin..

A new life

In my soul

And find that I know how to let you go

You go

Kailangan ko na xa pakawalan..

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never beat this much again

Oh no

I just can't let go

Kasi..

Ang tanging pinanghahawakan ko..

How do you heal a broken heart

That feels like it will never love this much again

Oh no

Tonight i'll hold what could be right

Tomorrow i'll pretend to let you go

Na mga alaala namin..

Mga ngiti..

Mga tawa..

Yakap..

Comfort..

Ang blue nyang mata na concern..

At..

Mga salita..

Tonight i'll hold what could be right

Tomorrow i'll pretend to

Wake and put it all behind me

And find that I know how to let you go

Ay peke lahat..

Lahat..lahat..

"Iexsha..."

Dub..dub..

Dub..dub..

Dub..dub..

Ang boses na yun..

Tumingin ako..

"Aidan.."