Dancing in my depression

As i sit here

As I sit here.

And everyone asks why I don't eat.

They poke and prod.

But I don't hear them.

I don't feel a thing.

I'm just watching you.

I watch you in your worst,

And your best.

I saw you at your low.

I saw you at your high.

But now I sit here as my heart breaks in two.

I watch you hugging someone else.

Someone better than me. 

Someone you love now.

And I remember when you looked at me like that.

When you loved me.

I watch you cuddle,

And comfort her.

I watch you do all of the things you did for me.

And I don't know what I did wrong.

But I suspect that I fucked something up again.

I loved to much,

And spoke to soon.

Now I watch you as we grow apart

And you find new love.

As you love another girl.

I see who you hold in your arms.

I see who you talk to

And as blast my music at full volume to block out the world

I watch you love someone

And it isn't me.