Dancing in my depression

I know the truth

I walked past you and I smiled

And in the beginning thought it was real

And then I realized

All of your smilies were fake

You were never happy to see me

I was just a burden

But I still loved you

And I still smiled

Because well....

I actually don't know why

But I did

I kept on smiling

So I could believe that you still loved me

Just a s much as I love you