(Not edited so sorry for any mistakes!)
~Harry's POV~
Niall was deathly pale lying in the hospital bed. He had a huge white bandage wrapped around his torso. Wires seemed to cover his entire body and a heart monitor was beeping steadily beside the bed.
I was devastated. I burst out crying the second I saw him. Seeing the boy I was in love with in this state was just heart breaking. I promised myself I would protect Niall and I feel like I've failed. I know there was nothing I could do but I couldn't help feeling like it was my fault.
I walked into the room, only focusing on my Niall. He was so pale. The slight blush he has constantly on his cheeks is gone. There are huge black bags under his eyes and is hair is a mess. A sat on the chair beside the bed not taking my eyes off of him. I grabbed his hand being careful not to touch any of the wires. The bandage he had around his torso was huge. I rubbed my thumb over his hand in a soothing manor. I want him to know that I'm here for him, even if he can't feel me or hear me I just want him to know I'm here. He probably won't be waking up anytime soon but there's no way I'm leaving. I'm staying here until my baby wakes up.
Day 1
Niall has made no progress and I'm refusing to leave the room. I want to be here when he wakes up. No one can make me leave.
Day 2
Niall is still the same. Still deathly pale. Unresponsive. The only thing that's giving me hope is the heart monitor beeping steadily beside me.
Day 3
The boys tries to make me leave the hospital to get some proper sleep but I refused to leave. How can I when Niall is lying in a hospital bed? How could I leave him on his own? The nurse brings me food but I don't really have an appetite, I probably won't until I know Niall is okay.
Day 4
Nialls heart monitor stopped today. It was easily the most traumatic thing I've seen in my entire life. One minute I was holding his hand and the next I was being carried out of the room while I screamed and cried. They made me wait an hour until a doctor came out and told me he as stable. I immediately went back to the chair to hold his hand again. I never want him to feel alone.
Day 5
Liam came and visited today. He still feels guilty about the fight him and Niall had. I know it's been difficult for him. He's really struggling to cope with the guilt he's feeling. I know that if Niall doesn't make it through this, no one will be okay.
Day 14
It's been a lot of days without any more progress, but today Nialls eyes opened but then closed again. The doctor told me this is a sign he's waking up. I've never felt more relieved in my entire life. My Niall is going to be okay.
Day 15
Sitting beside the bed holding Nialls hand has become normal to me now. It's been two weeks since he's been in the hospital and I haven't left it once. The doctor said he will more than likely wake up today and there's no way I'm goon to miss it. I just wanted to talk to him again.
"Niall, I don't know if yo an hear me or not but I just want to talk to you. I never got the chance to tell you how I feel about you. Well I had millions of chances but I never had the balls to do it. I've loved you for a while now, I think I have since I met you but I just didn't realise it. I always remember seeing you at bootcamp in the Xfactor. You were sitting there with a group of people singing ,with your guitar or course. Hell I don't think I ever saw you in bootcamp without your guitar. I remember passing you in the hallway and you gave me this cute little smile. You're eyes were sparkling looking up at me and I found it difficult to even reply. I was mesmerised by you. When we were put in a band together I was so happy. You were like the sun to me. Without you my world would be dull, dark and boring. I pushed my feelings aside during the live shows. I knew we couldn't have a gay member in the band. It just wouldn't work. I wish I just told you now, maybe we cited have been together all this time. I remember getting a lot of hate. It was such a difficult time for me. You were always there for me. You let me cry in your shoulder. You cuddled with me to make me feel better. You were getting even more hate than me at the time, yet you focused on me and ignored your own problems. That's when I fell in love with you. You were so selfless and kind and I knew I just needed you in my life. I still couldn't tell you though. I just ignored my feelings yet again as the band grew bigger and bigger. I can still remember the time we were doing the Up All Night Tour. It was the last few concerts and the hate was really affecting you. You were so quiet and sad and I felt like h could feel everything you were feeling. It hurt to see you hurt. I wanted to help so much. I just wanted to kiss you and show you that I love you. I couldn't though, I didn't even know if you liked guys. When you told us you were bi last year, I wanted to tell you how I felt so much. I was worried how you'd react. You're my best friend, what if you freaked out when I told you? I would have been devastated. I wish I had told you now though... Maybe we could have been together all these years. I don't even know if you like me back but at least I would know and maybe I could move on.
I just love you so much Niall. I love your smile,With or without braces, crooked or straight teeth, your smile is perfect and lights up my world. Your eyes are the perfect shade of blue and I can tell every emotion you are feeling just by looking into them. Your body is perfect and I'll never understand why you're so insecure about it. Your hand fits in mine perfectly. Your height is perfect. You being shorter means that u can cuddle you better. Your hair is so fluffy and gorgeous, blonde or brunette its perfect. You're so cute and hot at the same time that I find it hard to control myself around you. I want to marry you, adopt kids, grow old with you. I just want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I'm a bit pathetic though. Here I am pouring my heart out to you when you probably can't even here me. I'm such a coward I know. I think the boys know I like you, and if they didn't they have fugues it out by now no doubt, I mean I haven't left your side.
I don't know where I'd be without you Niall. You are the person who keeps me happy and cheerful. I could be having the worst day ever and you'd still be able to cheer me up in an instant. The boys and the fans are devastated without you to. Your family are a mess. The whole world in depending on you to wake up, so please wake up Niall" I cried my head leaning in the edge of the hospital bed looking at the ground. I was shocked when I felt someone stroking my hair and I felt Niall squeezing my hand. I slowly lifted my head to see Niall. His beautiful blue eyes were filled with tears and some were flowing down his pale cheeks.
"Niall" I gasped and pulled him into a hug.
"I missed you so much" I whispered into his ear as he nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck.
"I love you to Harry" He whispered. I untangled myself and looked at him.
"So, uhm, you heard all if that then?" I said sheepishly looking into his perfect blue eyes, which showed live and happiness.
"All of it. I love you so much Harry, so much. I wish you told me sooner" he said.
"I'm sorry. I love you so much Niall and I'm so happy you feel the same" And with that I leaned down and connected my lips with his. At that moment I knew, this boy in my arms would be my forever.
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Two weeks later
Nialls was finally out of the hospital. He's in a wheelchair and will be until his would heals, but he's okay. I'm taking him out in our first date tonight and I can already tell it's the first of many. Liam and Niall made up the same day I asked Niall to be my boyfriend. The fans were ecstatic when they heard Niall was okay. His family were delighted and I know he's made plans to go to Ireland for a week. He invited me to come too and I know this trip will be incredible. I know Ireland means a lot to Niall and I'm so happy he wants me to come with him. The man who shot Niall is in jail and won't be coming out anytime soon. Niall told me how he was feeling before the shooting, how he felt insecure and didn't want to speak. I wanted to kill Liam when Niall told me that, but Niall assured me that he was fine now and understood that none of what Liam said was true. Niall gets nightmares about the shooting sometimes but the doctor said that they will pass with time. Niall had said he was a bit scared, but with me to protect him he knew he'd be fine. The fans were happy when we came out. We both decided that we weren't going to hide it from anyone. We had already hid our feelings for each other for long enough. No more hiding. Some Larry shippers weren't too happy but we both couldn't care less and we couldn't be happier. We had a lot of support from our families, the boys, our fans and of course each other, and that's all we'll ever need.
(A/N Sorry for the long wait! Writing isn't really one of my strong points but I hope it was okay!~ Bekah)
