You're so beautiful... {creepypasta}

Thinking Again

"Oh no," I say unenthusiastically. "Don't do it." Jeff looks at me with confusion clear in his features. Nayeli also looks at me confused.

"Don't do what?" She asks, clueless as ever. She cocks her head to the side like dog. It's so clear that she has no idea what's going on that it almost pains me. The stupidity that she must have to not know that a murderer is trying to murder you. It's almost overwhelming to think about.

"You don't sound very eager to stop me..." Jeff says, almost like a question. I see his grip on the knife loosen as he talks to me. "You don't care?" He asks.

"Not really. I honestly just needed a reason to get out of the mansion. In fact, if you carried out with you wanted to do it would help my plan in the long run." I tell Jeff with a slight shrug of my shoulders.

"I don't understand why you can't just forget about your stupid plan to get revenge! You have me don't you?! Why do you even need to think about Ben anymore?! You used to say that you loved me! And that you would do anything to meet me, or for your life to be anything but normal!" He rants, raising his voice.

"Jeff I-" I start but he cuts me off. He continues his rant, his voice getting louder and louder with each sentence.

"Well look!" He says. "I'M HERE!! I CAN MAKE YOUR LIFE NOT NORMAL! WHY WON'T YOU JUST LET ME!?" He stands up and people start staring.

"You're drawing attention to yourself, Jeff..." I say looking away. I know he has a valid point. And that something inside me is telling me that I need to carry through with the plan is starting to go away. I need to make Jeff happy. Something is telling me that it's the right thing to do.

"I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!" He yells and rips off his disguise. The people around us gasp in horror when they see his face. Most of them run to the exits. "How long have I been watching and waiting for the perfect moment. I didn't want to ruin my chances by making it too obvious." He says, his voice getting lower as he looks away from me.

Some are frozen with fear and some just plain pass out. "WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I FUCKING LOVE YOU, YOU IDIOT!!!" Jeff screams at me. He looks around like he's said something he wasn't aloud to, before running out of the building.

"I'm still confused... What was he going to do?" Nayeli asks and I just sit there. After a while of sitting there Nayeli picks up her things and leaves. I still sit there, Even after all of the people left in the store leave. I sit there and think.

I have everything I wanted, don't I? I think to myself. Literally... everything. Tons of friends... People who love me... Jeff the killer... my twin... so many people in my life. I even have the things other people want. I live in a mansion, with a bunch of guys. Why do I feel so unhappy with myself. I've achieved things that other people haven't.

After a few minutes of sitting there by myself, I hear police sirens. I stand up and collect my things before walking back to the mansion. I wonder if Jeff came home yet. In that case, if he is home, I don't want to go back. I don't want to talk to him about his feeling and mine, even though I do care, I've never been that kind of person.

I turn away from the mansion and start to wander in the forest. I eventually find small pond and sit at the edge. I take off my shoes to dip my feet in the water. I swish my feet in the surprisingly warm water and sift my hands through the soft grass. There's fish in this pond. That somehow intrigues me.

I feel like it's odd that such helpless creatures would be able to live out here with all the things in this forest that eat them. It kind of reminds me of myself in the mansion full of killers. How i'm so lucky to be alive right now. Also, how blind I was, and still am, of how dangerous of a world I live in.

Just when I start to get into deep thought I hear somebody coming. I look around for a place to hide. My eyes soon spot a large rock. Well that's inconspicuous. I think to myself sarcastically. I hurriedly duck behind the rock and peek out to see who interrupted me from my thoughts. It was none other than my sister. But who was she with? I slowly look farther out from the rock and spot Hoodie. Well, wheres Ben!?

"I think you're going to get hurt..." Hoodie says to her quietly. I can hear worry and concern flow from his voice.

"Probably." She shrugs off. "If she wants to hurt me, so be it. I deserve it..." She says getting quieter.

"You didn't know Ben was going to think you were her!!" Hoodie says grabbing her hands and looking at her face. "It's not your fault , or Ben's for that matter. If she doesn't care enough to even ask you about it then she's not worth your well being, Dezz."

Is that really what happened... NO! It's impossible. She knew I liked Ben. It was obviously on intentional. She probably just told him that. "I still feel bad though..." She says quietly. "She literally just got done telling me how she felt about him. I wish she would've told me sooner. But, I like the way things turned out. Without that happening you and I would've never even really talked."

So now she and Hoodie are a thing.. What happened to Ben..? I'm so confused. "Well, that's true but... I got nothing. If I can't pursued you now, it's not going to work anytime soon." They both laugh and continue to walk until they hit a spot out of sight.

"That can't be possible..." I whisper to myself.

"But, it is." Slender says popping up behind me. I don't flinch, but it still does startle me a bit. "Come with me, I'm afraid you've really upset Jeff. I would like to talk." He says, putting his hand out for me to grab to teleport away. With a sigh, I take his hand, and we teleport away.