Deranged

Prologue-Hello

Hello friend, I see you decided to turn the page it's not too late to turn back, it's one thing to be mad and not know it, it's another to be mad and know it. But who is to say who is mad and who is not, but you see my problems are very many you cannot even fathom what I've been through and I'm only 16. Some people say they've been to hell and back, I've been to hell there is no coming back from it. You might think you've left hell you're wrong hell never leaves you. I'm supposed to have some dark back story that made me this way but sadly I don't, for as long as I can remember I've always been this way always been searching. Searching for the meaning of life, is it to go to school, get a good job, make a respectable income, get a wife (I'm a guy by the way) and have kids only for you to watch them repeat the same thing and then die. No way in hell am I ever going to do that you see I believe I am destined for greatness, I don't just know what it is yet. I can hear the rats in the attic, moving about, the rats are my friends they don't talk back to me either that's probably the only quality I need. I hate people especially when their talking, I love it when everywhere is silent pretty much like this when everyone is asleep. I wish I could put everyone to... oh the sound of the engine ignore that. It's probably one of Beatrice's clients leaving. I wanna do my normal daily routine I'll be back.... My name is Steve by the way.
So now it's 6:30 in the morning first thing I need to do is workout. I'm not gonna get fat . A couple 100 pushups and I'm done don't worry I'll be back........

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I'm a very new writer and this is my first work so please go easy on me I'm open to suggestions, and if you like it please vote and recommend and also comment below lemme know what you think