Our Surprise.

0. Prologue.

A hot and steamy and angry kiss is how my life completely changed. The constant touring and endless interviews ended in exchange for 3am wake up calls and dirty diapers. I'm not complaining, I never really like the endless touring that was all Liam. He was the one that loved it.

Back to the kiss. When Liam and I first started going together no one knew. It was a thing we had to keep secret and let me tell you that had to be the hardest thing I've ever done. Not being able to show any affection towards your boyfriend, for a grand total of three years was difficult and at some points proving to be impossible.

Before we had Kairi it was the same thing; don't make contact; don't want to kiss his adorable pouty face; don't touch him; keep a safe distance these weren't my rules they were management's. They were the only ones that knew about Liam and me. The boys didn't even know.

So the kiss I keep mentioning, it happened after an argument. See Liam was out with a girl, that management had set him up with to hide the fact that we were both 'single', and they were photographed kissing. They weren't no, 'oh, I had fun, see you.' pecks they were having a grand ole time snogging in the middle of a bowling alley.

Liam expected me to not flip, but I did. How could I not? My boyfriend of three years  was pictured snogging some girl, my boyfriend mind you is gay.

Anyway, I was screaming. He was screaming. The boys didn't know what was wrong. I might have let it slip that I was his boyfriend and he shouldn't be kissing girls. He might have let it slip that he didn't like to hide our relationship but it had to be done if we wanted to be together.

Niall came in at this point asking us what was wrong, I told him nothing and that we had it under control. He left but he looked unsure of himself. When he left Liam kissed me. I didn't fight him because he was my boyfriend and I wanted to just end the fight and cuddle. I kissed him back with just as much passion, want, need, and anger. I was mad at him for kissing the blonde bimbo.

Every time I got to retell this story Liam say I kept repeating, 'I'm your boyfriend.' Over and over again. I don't remember if I did or not but I remember him muttering 'I know, Z. I know.' So maybe I did.

I do remember him on top of me a short time later. I also remember the clothes we threw in all directions. But in the heat of the moment and want and anger we forgot a very important piece of latex.

It was about four weeks later I found out I was pregnant with Kairi.

I think even though we did only have sex in the heat of the moment and out of anger. That I wouldn't change anything. And I know it's super cliché but it's the truth. I, Zayn Payne, would not give anything to have my old life back. I love Kairi and Liam all to much.

Our Surprise turned into the most treasured person in my entire life.

And the girl that Liam was forced to be with? She'll make her presence known again, much to my dismay. She'll come back hurt me and my family just to get close to Liam. Sometimes when I think back, I don't know what was worse, that my boyfriend of three years kissed his beard or that his beard tried to ruin my life and the life of my family. It will probably be his beard trying to ruin my family or him kissing her.

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This was just the prologue.. It was just to give an overview on the night that Kairi was made. Kairi is a boy, and his name is pronounced Ky-ree. I liked the name ever since I watched this anime my cousin gave me.. So um.. Yeah.. His full name is Kairi James Payne. I hate when I read a story like this an have to wait and see what the gender is and the name.. Even though that is the best part.. There will be chapters on finding out the gender and picking out the names.. You'll just know already... So enjoy..

Kisses,
T.c.

Improved 1-18-16