Our Surprise.

5. News.

"Uhm.. Liam did it."

"What did Liam do?" He said sounding concerned. I started to laugh.

"Funny story." I said laughing. "I'm pregnant." I said around my laughs. I watched him as his face turned from confused to frustrated in the matter of seconds.

"Zayn, the truth would be lovely." He said pinching the bridge of his nose. "What did Liam do?"

"Me. He did, me. We were mad at each other, I was jealous after you sent him off with Ellie and she kissed him in front of the freaking paps, we fought then clothes were flying the he put his d.ick in me, forgetting a condom but it's not his fault because I never told him I could get pregnant, and we both had some fun and now, well now I am having his baby." I rant. I never realized that everything cold be summed up so easily.

"So.. You can get pregnant." I nod. "You are pregnant." I nod again. He's confused. Even the boys were a bit at first then the got there head around it. "How far along?"

"Uhm... About nine weeks. That's why I was the OBGYN yesterday." I told him. He looked at me, I could practically see the wheels turning as he processed what he was being told.

"What do you plan on doing?" He asks.

"What do you mean?" I questioned unconformably in my seat.

"Do you plan on keeping the baby?" He questions. I look at him to see if he is serious. Of course I would keep my baby.

"Of course." I tell him putting a hand on my small bump protectively.

"Are you planning on leaving the band?" He asks a serious tone laced in his voice. "Because with a baby you have wouldn't be able to do the things you do now. And we need you boys to be able to do what we need you to when we need you too."

"I wasn't planning on quitting the band. This band is my life. I can't imagine not being in One Direction." I told him. I don't think I can give the band up. I love the boys more than anything(not including the baby.)

"Well this baby, that you plan to keep, is going to change your availability. The first year is the most important for bonding between a mother and her child, or in your case a father to his child." I listen as he lectures me.

"I know. Trust me I know. Maya and Ava changed a lot of what I did in my life. When my wife got pregnant everything revolved around her and I was happy to give that, but when the twins came I had to cut back on the hours I put in and the days I was away from home on business. You and Liam have to change the way you go about your daily lives. Having a baby is hard work, but it will be the greatest thing you've ever done. I don't mean this to be a lecture. I don't mean that at all.. I'm trying to help you ready yourself for when the little one gets here."

"Thank you. I guess Liam and I do have to make some changes to our lives.. I know that later when the baby is here I want to be home all the time.. and for that to happen I'll have to quit the band, and even though I can't get imagine it, I'll do what ever I have to to make my baby happy." I whispered what I had to say, I didn't want to say them any louder than what I had to.

"I don't know what Liam has planned and I guess we'll have to have a long talk about it. Thank you. What you've told has made me think about this more from a professional view, I appreciate it." I pick at my nails. Our manager said more about the doctors and how we hand to be a bit more careful. I told him that we would. He made me promise to keep him informed about cheerio and I did. I told him a quick goodbye as I made my way out of his office.

As I left the building I took my phone out. I had to text Liam. We had to talk about stuff. The things our manager said really got me thinking. Thinking is dangerous with me. I always ended up with the drastic decisions, that aren't even what I want.