A lot of this is mixed up and out of order it doesn't make sense I was writing stuff and copying and pasting it and its all fucked up so bare with me I will fix it as soon as I can my phone is messing up and freezing up too ////==#()$:&:)&)$//$:$;$;;$)$/$//:-)==$=###!!Yea just a lot going on right now I am thinking about a lot of stuff in the past and it's almost been a year a year since a lot of bull shit happenes I was living in a foreclosed home . I did not realize was a foreclosed home for a while and the person who was renting it out to me illegally came to the door demanding rent when I had already paid 3 months worth I did research and found out the house had already went to foreclosure and was being auctioned out in two weeks I figured we had two weeks to figure something out well the next day the we woke up and the electric was off the electric and cable was in her name we paid rent and the water electric and cable was included we are trying to get all of our food out of the fridge into the car when a lady came to my door I already knew who she was by the way she looked that fucking bitch called DCF on me and and claim. We have been without electricity with my two kids for a few weeks and all kinds of crazy allegations and I even called Lcec improved to the DCF worker. That was not the case and so where her crazy allegations but she would not leave until she talked to a family member stating I could stay at their house and they could come inspect it because we could not stay there unless we have the money that day to turn the electricity back on which would have been over a $400 security deposit and so I talked to my sister who agreed I could stay there for a couple months until I saved up enough money to get on my feet all I had to do was buy my own food because she could not afford to feed me and my kids I had to move with a very obsessive compulsive sister that was very controlling and psychological problems and and it wasn't even like she was very strict she was just very ridiculous about the way things had to be done at a certain time a certain way in a certain order for example if I was cooking cooking my food with my money she had to buy all the food I had to cook what she wanted clean it how she wanted me to put the ingredients she wanted me to use no matter we're I was IF she was up I had her hovering over my shoulder like a vulture while she's making me clean up at the same time while she's yelling at me to get the kids to stop doing this or that while she's freaking out on them running around like a lunatic about the house being dirty and how this had to be done that way no this has to be done like this you're doing it wrong I don't see why you don't understand it what is wrong with you you have no common sense all of this she was doing at the same time just bitching and belittling me and everything me and my kids did I always clean the house which wasn't much to clean she always claimed it was a wreck in the house which it never was dirty she claimed one dish in the sink or one sock on the floor it was dirty she was literally literally running around shopping repeating ridiculous things breathing down my neck and freaking out on the kids as soon as she woke up and the thing was she slept all day and worked a couple hours a night and I was up all day and slept at a decent time at night so every time she seen me she was ranting and raving about ridiculous things and did not know how to handle kids let alone kids with disabilities month later got arrested for some bullshit and how to over 15 charges sat in jail for two weeks and had all of them dropped but three so my bond was reduced and I got out I tried to live with my sister again I had left her with my food card that has over $650 on it because at the time my boyfriend was on my food stamps and she was freaking out claiming that it was not enough to feed everybody and I told her well he's no longer on my food stamps so now we are only going to get about 400 and something and she would freak out about that and how I needed to help pay bills and pay more towards food when she bought her own food and I bought mine but I had to make it her way and she had to buy the food for me she would not let me go shopping buy all name brand all organic expensive food and very expensive bottles of water stupid stuff like that and we kept arguing because I told her several times we needed to go shopping together so we can make the food last but she was so convinced that her way was the right way and the only way and we would make plans to go during the daytime but she would sleep in and say let's go tomorrow then waking me up after midnight when she got off of work knowing I had to get up with my kids in the morning who are 10 and 8 by the way and I will tell her I cannot go it's too late I need to sleep to get up early so because of our schedules I guess she got tired of it because one morning I woke up and asked her for the food card to get a coffee she starts yelling and screaming at me remember she's not a morning person and threw the card at me instead I swear on everything I love I want you out of this house you cannot live here anymore the kids can stay for now but do not come back and less you're picking up your shit I try to talk to her explain to her it's my card and she always has it and uses it I just wanted to buy a coffee with my card for once she started yelling and screaming and getting in my face so I left the kids were at school at this time so I walked up to the park crying my eyes out trying to figure out what to do I called my boyfriend who rode his bike for over an hour to come talk to me he made me feel better but I felt stuck I called my mom and everybody everybody said just let her do what she wants with the food card and suck it up you're lucky he's letting you and the kids live there if it wasn't for her you would be the homeless and your kids in a foster home because nobody can put up with them at this time nobody believed my boys had disabilities they believed that they were just acting out and were really bad kids nobody believed me but anyways just like that nobody listen to me or believe me for the reason she kicked me out I called her and told her all I wanted to do was buy a coffee you can have the food card you can do all the shopping I'm sorry I even asked but she wouldn't give in so my boyfriend and I slept outside and bushes in a couple different places and back and forth between mom's house which she would not even let him anywhere around her property which she had no reason to not like him she had liked him before my sister kick me out then sometimes we would stay at my boyfriends moms if we were allowed 4 snuck in early in the morning after everybody left for school and work we spent hours and hours walking around during the day in the heat and at night in the freezing cold we were lucky when we got to take showers my mom and my sister came up with the Master Plan that if I got a job I could stay with my mom and gave my sister the food stamps Plus rent I could stay with my mom most of the week and my sister a couple days out of the week but I had to find a way there and back everyday so between bouncing around from house to house and sometimes outside looking for a job walking at least 2 hours to go see my kids after school with my boyfriend of course walking with me they would not let him inside so he would wait outside for hours and the rain cold or whatever would tell me that I would be there watching the kids for a certain amount of hours and to make sure I clean this and I clean. And I cook this food and cook it like that and don't forget to do this but then leave me they're not answering the phone for many hours after she said she would be home knowing most of time it was cold and raining and I had to find somewhere to sleep in my walk would be at least 2 hours and I was barely sleeping or taking showers and she would not let me take shower between all of this I was going to court with the really good lawyer the one who had to drop my 15 charges down to just a couple he was telling me that all my charges were going to be dropped because there are so many lies in the report everything contradicted itself and it was all lies they had no proof for their claims so I was going to court while all this was going on hopping around from place to place walking at least four hours a day right after Christmas he called me to tell me he was elected as a judge and he was recommended me to a new lawyer who was a piece of shit did not want to listen to me and clearly worked for the state and because of my living arrangements it was getting harder and harder to make it to my court date and I did not want to miss any it was hard to get transportation and I could not afford a different lawyer so back to my mom and sisters master plan when I was told I can work at the place my boyfriend was working I told my sister and she was freaking out saying there's no way I could work because she needed me there every day to watch the kids at this time my mom let me stay on her back porch her screened in back porch right by a canal with just a blanket until my boyfriend got me a body pillow for Valentine's Day which helped so much I used it to sleep on top of because my back was already so messed up she would not let me sleep inside my mom kicked me out because she said I was causing her and her boyfriend problems by the way he is an alcoholic and she is a pill head so they were always arguing about anything and everything in me I started staying with my boyfriend Mom again for a little bit me walking 4 hours a day 2 there and 2 back to see my kids there was just a lot going on in over food stamp when she found out I was staying at my boyfriends she would call and tell my mom to tell me that she didn't need me when it was up to her when I could go there she knew how long it took me to get there and a few times I told to call me and let me know a couple hours ahead of time so I can make sure I eat or take a shower or at least find a way to do any of that or at least brush my teeth or eat she would freak out and tell me not to even come and keep me from seeing my kids for a couple days telling me I was a piece of shit mom that as soon as she calls I should be running over there that I put my self before My kids I shouldn't worry about a shower food brushing my teeth r how long I h
