I wrote a lil about my life in the pic up above I have a tough heart but have a lot of love. but that was a few years ago and much has happened since then and also before I was raped at 10. When I was 14 years old I made a priest cry everything I had went through he couldn't understand why. My uncle molested me for 3 years he also did it to my sisters when my aunt found out we was lying she swears My life has had a lot of high ups and really low downs but I've always kept my head up high holding my crown.... I suffer from severe post-traumatic stress disorder they say it's like being in combat and almost being blown up by a mortar also my 10 year old has Aspergers everyday is like a new puzzle it could be extremely amazing or I might feel like he needs a muzzle trying to get some of my story's poems and stuff together I want others to know this amazing beautiful life that has been followed by stormy weather. I have wrote a lot over many and many years I started a book but until now I never had a hook also never got to finish it but now I can because my mind body and soul is in love with an amazing understanding man. Without him God only knows where I would be I'll probably be homeless again sleeping in a bush or in a tree it's craZy how fast life can change with a drop of a feather. When I was at the worst point of my life he picked me up and made it so much better. When I write this book some parts are sad silly funny scary but I promise all I need is someone to hear me. By the time I was 14 I had went through over a dozen dozen counselors it took all that time to find the real me I'm her. The beautiful smart 26 year old that has been constantly in and out of hell when you look in my eyes you can see a spark like something there but what it is you can never tell what I been through has not been told to many what I'd been through has not been told because when it comes to people I don't trust any I want to tell my story as seen through my hazel eyes sure enough you will get hypnotized. Drawn to me in some kind of way because of my faith iam here today.and just to let you know I've always been bisexual I'm not straight or gay a lot of times I can be very random because I don't like to show my true because things that has gone on in my life or is going on in my life people can't handle a lot I will write about what has happened or is going on n my life or about Health fucked up devious my family has been because they're absolutely not nice when it comes to them you're better off trusting a stranger because they only care about their self and are self centered in full of anger also will be writing about any subjects in general and thoughts of mind because I'm just that type of person now I can talk about anything I have nothing to hide I'm ready to open my mouth and let the truth be told because I like my family and people I know I'm going to be straight up and not cold let's just say my life has been a rollercoaster and I'm not soft and I'm going to ride until the mother fucking wheels fall off. Please feel free to comment with any suggestions or what you think about this so far thank you would really appreciate it
