Me############################################################Yea that picture popped on my facebook from the wedding day the same day that you got shot by that motherfucker thinking about that and about my uncle cash who hung his self almost a year ago on my Aunt's birthday this September in thinking about a lot of stuff in the past stuff u already know and it's almost been a year a year since a lot of bull shit happens like when I was living in that foreclosed home and that stupid bitch called DCF on me because she claimed my kids have not had electricity in a week and she was the one that turned off the night before the electricity because it was in her name and the agreement in our lease was that my rent electric water and cable is included DCF came and she would not leave until she talked to a family member stating I could stay at their house and they could come inspect it and I had to move with bitch one a month later got arrested for all of that bullshit and everything else since then like her kicking me out over food stamp card and how my mom and my whole family tried the fuck out of me and my kids and didn't give a fuck about us all that had happened within couple weeks before he killed his self last September I can't believe it's almost been a year already .... 2 years :-) Dads grandmother took me to court and sue me for over $3,000 and kick me out of R house when the house was supposed to be mine she took :-) dads(my husband's) name off the mortgage and lied and said we did all kinds of damage because she wanted her daughter which is my sons grandmother to move in there and she did not like me 3years sense I saw troy get shot right in front of me because those mother Fucker were getting mad because they tried to jump him was not because a little white boy was being there black asses and I jumped in and started whipping their ass too and they try to shoot his dick off the most craziest fucked up shit I've ever saw you know I loved that man to death I always have love for him but you know how that is between us he was a miracle just like you baby girl you guys only had a very very small percent chance of living in you did but I have to go to that with him and with you and 3 years since I lost my grandfather that meant the world to me he was the only father figure I really had I really looked up to him you met him before you went with me when I went there for a little graduation party when I graduated in 2008 a couple months after my wedding he lives off of ::: but my back is freaking killing me I've been getting my back adjusted by a chiropractor and its been hurting like hell I haven't since my last accident and I'm still sick but not as much as I was I just feel really crappy and depressed right now Love You Beautiful miss you &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&HER&&&&&& Sweetie I'm so sorry, I wish I had some magical way to make it all better but I don't. I have to daily remind myself why I can't give up. I've been so depressed this week I seriously thought about suicide but in the end I turn to God I know that sounds corny but it's real. His is the only love thing that I've ever had that's real. All I can say is turn to him.....
Do you wanna come out with me it will be good for you I'll come pick you up............. ....... didn't reply yet..... .........
I will make you feel better to get out and let loose and forget for a little bit................. I still haven't replied
