Change of place ; Change of me

4-Worst thing to see

Stupid egocentric jerk. You idiotic bastard. I hope you get thrown in a washing machine and have a long rotating shower there . I hope you get papercuts every time you touch a paper-no, every time you touch anything I hope you get a papercut. I hope you choke on your toothbrush and swollow it whole and brake your teeth while doing so.

Arghhh

How can someone be so full of theirself? How can someone not see that they are hurting the other person's feelings?
Well he has a huge ego, I'm surprised he can see where he is going
Right

After I ran (fast walked) out of McDonald's I instantly hung up on Karl and took a cab to Lily's (apparently the only person that I thought was close enough to tell about what happened).

When she opened the door for me she had a look of concern and something else which I think is either pity or disgust. I am not blaming her though. I probably look like a walking zombie whale with my fat body and ruined make up.

I actually wonder why she didn't just close the door and shout 'zombie whale epocalypse!!!' while locking herself in her room .
Maybe because she has a heart unlike some people.

Lily ushered me to the (huge) living room and brought me a glass of water. She hugged me and stayed like that until my shaking stopped . (Yeah I shake when I am anxious, scared, embarrassed,upset, lonely... Basically most of the time)

After waiting-a century-for me to calm down we headed to her room and started talking about it. Well I tried talking about it.

"That good for nothing bastard. He is so mean and rude and...and bad!!"
I shouted.

"Carla? Can you please stop using year 1 vocabulary and explain what happened?" Lily asked. I could feel that her patience was thinning but what could I do? That is what happens to me when I am sad: my vocabulary crashes and I cry. I told her everything from our phone date with Karl to that arrogant hot dude.
Wait, hot? Where did that come from Carla?
Just admit it okay? He was hot
He was but I have a boyfriend just as hot and isn't as rude

"Are you serious? What was his name? How did he look? Damn he really doesn't care about other people's feelings." As Lily continued her questions I shrugged to each one of them realising I don't really know anything about The McDonald's Guy.

Yup that is what I will call him. The McDonald's Guy.

"Oh wait" I said realising I could answer one of her questions "he looked like he was around our age but he was obviously taller...like 5"8? And he had longish dirty blonde hair. Oh and his eyes were like hazel but if you looked close enough they look like gold...really gold"

"Woah! Wait? How did you two get so close that you saw his eyes so closely? " she is obviously teasing me "did he lean down to kiss you?" Oh that smirk will fade away from your face soon Lily.

"Yup, just after he called me fat and ugly and a walking whale he leaned down and kissed me." I said in a sarcastic manner "and you know what is the worst part?" I whispered.

"Was he a bad kisser?"she whispered back.

"Nah, he was a really really good kisser. The worst part was that Karl was still on the phone and he heard us making out...and we broke up." I said making the best sad expression I can make.

"You look like you just ate a very sour lemon." And with that I drop the act. Well there was a reason why Mr. Tale failed you in drama.

"Yeah go on Lily. Like I haven't been insulted enough for one day." I say sarcastically rolling my eyes.

"But seriously we need to find him. And you need to work on your face expressions. " she chuckled "Anyways, he can't just insult you in public...or alone. He just can't insult you like it's a regular thing he does every day."

"I am pretty sure insulting people is something he does on daily basis."

"Well we need to find him. And I swear I will slap him the moment we find him. Oh no!...that is all I can do... I can only slap him. Should we call Troye for help? "

"Who is Troye?" I say getting interested in the topic.

She shrugs. A significant sign that he is actually important. Yup I have only known her for two weeks now and I already solved her. I am observant what can I say. "You will see him in school anyway. He is the most wanted guy in our school...I mean he has the looks...the money...the charms"

I laugh at how dreamy she sounds as her voice fades away towards the end of her sentence. And then she gains her composure and coughs to get her voice back.

"And those stuff." She says quickly. "And, as I am the most wanted girl in the school-"

The laughter that is echoing in the large room cuts her off . Liam was pointing a finger and laughing at Lily. Like really laughing. Full on laughing.

"You-you? You have no grades , no money nor looks or charms" he says in a tone that states he is serious. How can he sound serious while laughing.

"You just kind of insulted yourself since you two are twins you look similar." I said looking at Liam " you also come from the same family so you share the same source of money. "

"Well I am smarter than her." He pointed a finger at a now shaking(of pure anger) Lily.

"Get out of my room!!" Lily shouts. Liam obeys as he gets out of the room as fast as he got in. "You are just jealous because you are not the most wanted guy in the school!! He is so damn annoying...anyway...oh yeah I was telling you about my boyfriend-"

"Woah, what?" I say shocked "since when?"

"3 days now" she says. It is obvious she is proud of being Troye's girlfriend.

"And why don't I know about him?"

"Oh don't worry, he is coming over in about ten minutes. I just wanted to be sure our realtionship wasn't a one day thing before I tell you." She says smiling from ear to ear. She is so happy with him I guess-woah woah woah what??? Coming over? Now? I look like I jumped out of a horror movie and my eyes must look like red pillows. Damn it I am not ready

"Not now, in ten minutes" she says. "dont worry we can get rid of the makeup. And sorry but what exactly do you need to get ready about?" She says giggling.

Did I say that out loud?

"But seriously keep your hands to your own boyfriend." Oh no she is serious now. "And go clean your face, I don't want you scaring my poor little boyfriend away" of course it wouldn't last for long.

I rolled my eyes at her and got up to clean my face.

..........

I got out of the bathroom with a clean face and as I made my way to Lily's bedroom I could hear her giggles and laughter together with a guy's voice telling her to give up.

The whole laughing stopped when she said she gave up. As I got closer I started hearing them panting. Then Lily started laughing like a maniac again.

I fully opened her door which was slightly open and saw a sight I hoped I would never see...

A guy was on top of Lily, his hands on her sides and stomach. He was obviously tickling her.

But what I hated the most about this sight was that the guy tickling Lily had the same dirty blonde hair and gold eyes as The McDonald's guy.