Love Actually

Anger

Harry's p.o.v

'I fucking hate you' I mouth to Louis before leaving the room. It's true, I did hate him. First he gets all close with my fiancé, next he makes her fall for him, talks to management, and now he is dating her. I should be mad at Brook as well but I can't, she didn't do anything wrong. In fact I feel sorry for her and Eleanor. To think he was my best mate and now, he is a backstabber. I hate him.

I trudge up the stairs to my room. I lock the door and splatter myself on the bed. I get under the covers and let all he emotions flow. All the hatred, all the sadness, and all the bottled up emotions. I cry out into the duvet staining it with bitter tears. I grip the pillow under my face and scream into it. I fling it across the room and shoot out of the bed. I am so angry right now I could kill someone. I take my anger out a different way by destroying my room. I rip off a piece of my wooden bed frame and throw it somewhere. I don't even care where it ends up. I rip one of my pillows in half and drop them. I then proceed to the wall, I still had a tad bit of anger left so I pictured the wall was Louis and I punched it leaving a huge hole left.

I let out most of my anger and then crack. I fall on the ground and cry. I roll my legs up to my chest and hug them. I let all the tears out. Everyone I have had since Brook started to be close to Louis. I shouldn't have been so distant. I should have been closer to her but I guess I just thought she would still prefer me, now that I think back to it she did have a huge friend ship with Eleanor and she is just like Louis.

"FUCK! How was I such and idiot!?" I cry out into the pillow to afraid that anyone would hear me I get up and walk to my bathroom.

I look at myself hard in the mirror. At all my. Features. How did Brook love me in the first place? I look at my big red puffy eyes, the moist streaks down my face, and my thick brown curls that are beginning to flop. I can't even stand to look at myself. I sit on the toilet seat and think for a while.

I sit their for 5 minutes or so before a knock on the door gets my attention.

"Harry?" It's Brook. I look at my face. Not very noticeable of tears being their. I open the door and see Brook standing their staring up at me with a smile on her face.

"Hey, Brook what's up?" I say leaning on the door.

"Nothing I just came to check on you, you seemed angry with me and Lou earlier and If I did anything I'm sorry" she apologizes. I ball up my fists. How dare she think that SHE did anything wrong? It's Louis fault and I can't believe he let her up here to apologize for HIS mistake.

"No no I'm fine" I smile. She nods and smiles back. God she's cute. I just want to pull her into a hug like we always used to after a fight, but because of fucking Louis I can't he stole her heart and I can't get it back.

"Alright then well ill get going, sorry to bug you" she says before leaving. She closes the door and I extend my hand.

"You didn't bug me, I love you" I whisper before breaking again. This hurts so much. I can't have my fiancé back in my arms anymore. The one person that I love most I'm the world. I cry out my eyes once more for a few minutes before I feel my phone buzz in my pocket. I pull out my phone and see the ID. It's Eleanor.